~SHIRLEY~

Saturday, January 24, 2009
11:11 PM

Hi everyone
My blog now change to th3gal.blogspot.com le
So link me there
Hees
No longer use tis de

Thursday, January 22, 2009
1:29 PM

Today i am so suay
Laptop spoilt
Ltr going to acer to repair
=(

Huh
I seem to hab complicated feelin these days
O my
Wad happen to me?
I must get rid of tis feelin

Recently i heard tis song
Gotta Go My Own Way
Quite nice
Ppl u should go listen

I am afraid of gettin into another r.s
I dun wan to fall in love in another person
Make me firm and hard hearted
Dun let me fall in love in ppl
=D
I love myself

Monday, January 12, 2009
8:54 PM

Woohoo
Today pon school halfway to go K box
K at clementi k box again
Hees
Now clementi k box is so familiar to me
Like always see the same gal at the reception counter
Same ppl to ask for drink and ...
Hees
Did not see the one i dislike today
Hees
Although is onli me, jeanice and kaydence
But i hab tons of fun
Blink blink =)
O ya
One thing we forgt
We forgt to tak photos xia
O man
Haas
Next time more ppl to go yea
Hope every one in our clinque will go
Like elaine,edith, geraldine and ...

Woohoo
But now throat not feelin tat well o
Think i shout too much rather than sing too much le
Haas
Lalala
Actualli wanna go back again after sch de
But dun wan ba
Like siao like dat
Lol
Hees
Shall go in my upcoming holiday
I shall work harder and earn more
And enjoy more

Now i am craving for gucci wallet =(
Dunno when i will manage to get the money
And i wan dye hair
Cut hair
Trim my eyebrows
Facial
and and and ...

Okay na
Tired le
Hees
Byebye

Saturday, January 10, 2009
12:24 PM

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Haas
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Friday, January 9, 2009
12:53 PM

New things learned ~
Was having stomach ache from ytd midnight till now
Is so pain
I nv been so pain b4
Pain till i feel so hopeless
And wanna to cry

Realli hope there is someone by my side
Now i realise
Everything onli can depends on yrself
When u r veri ill
Even yr friends are there
They might not care abt u
Ppl care abt themselves more den ppl
Is realli hard to find a true friend who will sacrife for u
Cos in their mind
They feel they are more important den u
Those who are truely care
Are parents and relatives

Tis is the thing i realise
True friend tat realli care is hard to find
Everything depends on yrself
No one can help u
Onli u yrself
Hais
I realli hope the suffer will end soon
When i am in pain
The person i think of
Is the one who are important to me
And they are my mother, cousin and him
I cannot contact him anymore
Cos now i am nobody to him
So contact him will aso make him think i am crazy ba
Maybe he will think tat
I am aso not doctor
Tell me for wad ne

I truely pray tat i will be alright for UT later on
And i realise who are true to me

Sunday, December 28, 2008
6:02 PM

Is been long since i last posted
Shall wish everybody a merry christmas 1st yea

Hmmm...
Yea..
After me and him break off
Mani ppl asked me how am i le
Sometimes i realli dunno hw to reply
All i can said is tat i am feelin better le
But still unable to forget him
The raining days still there

And beneath my heart
I noe it is hard
It is hard to find someone to replace him
To replace all the sweet memories
My heart told me too
It dun wan anyone to replace it
Even i am reluctant
Life still move on
I cannot ensure he will be the one i love forever
But one thing i can confirm is that
I will nv forget abt him
I really hope there is a day
When i tell ppl abt my past r.s
I can smile and share wit them
Witout having any pain in my heart

I dunno wad am i to him now
All i wish now
Is he being happy and safe
I dun care hw much he hurt me
Though i realli hate wad he did
And the hurt he bring
But is all the past
Just hope he can get a gd gf
And takcare of him
And stop doing things tat will hurt himself and his family
Maybe he will think those things he did now
Is meaningful and so on
Den i will respect and support him
Is his decision
I won care wad he wan to do now
As long as he feel it is worth it
And he is happy
Tat will do
Cos i noe no matter hw ppl asked him not to do wad he wan
He won listen one
Cos i am tis kind of person too
One day he den will realise wad he did is worth it or not

Anyway he is a grown up le
He will noe wad is right for him
May god bless u yea =D

Life to me now is more freedom
Less stressful
Though sometimes i does hope there is onli one guy in my life
And not a complicated lifestyle
But rite now
I noe the importance of friendship
And also realise who are the true friends i hab
=D

Thanks everyone for showin me care and concern
I can tell u all
I am alright now
And i am back to tat shirley
No more weeping de shirley
I will be strong
And gaining back my confidence
And not being the weakling
Crying for a guy
And i will be happier
Moving on wit my life
Continuing wit my story

I won regret being wit him
But appreciate more
Cos i realli experience more
=D

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
1:48 PM

Friends?
Is realli hard to find someone who realli understand u well
Sometimes when u need them
They are not by yr side
And when you told them yr feelin
They said they dunno hw to help u
And even say u back

If one realli can control wad she doin nw
U think she will go do things dat is not applicable
Won't rite?
Is she ownself cannot control den will do it
Different people has different prespective
Wad u think is rite might be wad others think is rite
Like for me
I think those gals are keep on add guys on friendster de
Are flirt
But to them
They might feel is normal
So we cannot based on ourselves and judge others
Cos is unfair to them
Who are true friends ne?
I bet those who will sit down quietly besides u
Supporting yr decision
And won't find u a trouble
Is considered a very gd friend
Even though my beloved cousin
Won't gif me much advice and console
But she is the one who will let me feel her care and concern
A true feelin she gif me
Not those hack care feelin
Dat tell me she dunno hw to help me
I must help myself or wad de
She show me her sincerity
I swear i am such a fortunate gal to hab her as my cousin
Realli hope we can be 2gether always
I can't imagine a day witout her
And i won't want a day witout her
Now
I noe she is feelin very sad
Which hurts me too
I keep blaming
Keep blaming i am such a useless cousin
Who cannot stop her tears
I dunno hw to help her overcome
All i can do is try to make her happy ba
I won't stop her from crying
Cos i noe keepin to herself will be worse
I wan her to cry all her sorrow out
And forget her sadness
And not hide inside her heart

I realli hope god can gif her the best
She is such a great gal
And she never do bad things
She always there to help ppl
She dun deserve to get any hurts
While i deserve it more den her
So dun let her suffer

Hais
Now i also understand wad is her feelin when i am down
I am so sry for giving her so much hurts
But i am shy to say out all to her
Cos we hardly say tis kind of things
But one thing i wan to say is tat
I am truly sry for making u cry on yr bday
I am the worst cousin i bet
I hope time can pass faster
And let yr pain slowly fade away
Let be back to our happy us
Go swimmin, singin and shoppin 2gether
And i will be there for u to overcome yr sadness
So dun be afraid to ask me out
Or gif me troubles
Cos u r never a trouble to me
Is a fortunate to me
And i realli dun mind to be yr listenin ear
Unless u mind me to be one
=)
Cheers
Love u always


And i hab some other gd friends too =)
And wonderful classmates
Love u all too =)
May our friendship last till the end

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