This is hw they look like...

Woo

Today shawn was nice

Allow me to go home at 10pm

But marked me at 11pm

^^

Friday, December 28, 2007
10:14 PM

Today went lot 1 wit my love
Hehe
It been so long we hardly go out 2gether
I always enjoy the time wit her
Always feel so comfortable wit her
Opps
Today somehw quarrel wit her
But lucky is not a serious one
Or else i sure will be beri sad de

Hehe
Bought a CD today
YEAH !!!
Actualli today gt work de
But just cos i wanna extend to 7pm or 8pm
Shawn ask me not to come le
SInce today not so busy
Haha
Think if i continue like tat
I sure kanna sack soon
Opps

Since dun need to work
I shall enjoy my day wit my love
HEHE
We went arcade to play
Basketball... dytona...
Haha
Hands was so tirin man
She is gd at basketball lei
While for me T_T
Can said is a sad case ba
Haha
I am always not gd in games wit ball
Laughs ~
After playin, we go the neoprint there sit
And make a lot of funny faces inside
Hehe
Like crazy gals
Still gt a small boi run in
Look at us for abt 3 sec den leave
Dots de lor
Hahas...
Realli enjoyed
After tat,actualli we wanna go JE sing songs de
But realised tat my ezlink no money le
Hai
So we went back to lot 1 again
To eat sushi
Hehe...

Total ratin for today --- 7/10 (my favourite number ^^ )

Woooo..........
My wish is to slim down
When can i fulfill it ne?
And to become a ...
I realli wan...
Hope tat day can come soon

Rewind back 27 Dec 2007
Today woke up late and once i wake up, called my love and him to wake up
And we shall discuss should we go escape or not
Also called My love's bf to go
Cos i am afraid he will be unhappi if my love keep goin out wit me
So we decided to go escape but changes to go play bowlin
Due to it is quite late
Ytd b4 goin out,was on the phone wit kor
Is surprised tat we hab know each other for 2 yrs plus le
But we still won run out of topic to talk abt
Shall meet up wit him one day
Haha
Still remember the last time we met is when i was habin my 0 level
And now it been 1 yr le
But we hab not met


Today bowling was fun
Laughs
I gt the champion counting from behind
Opps
Keep disturbed by them lo
Arghhh...
Said i even lose to a boiboi
Haha
Nvm, i shall bear wit it
Wit more practises, i will win u all le
Next time shall see me strike all the way
And be the champion ^^
After tat, we took the free shuttle bus back to JE
My mood start to swing when i reach JE
Cos there is so mani memories for me
I noe i should not think back again
But i could not control it
Was wondering will i meet him there
But lucky i nv met him
Or else i think i will emo ba

We also played pool...
Was quite fun
But i hated to play wit him lo
Cos he is my unlucky star
Everytime i play wit him
I confirm lose
And ytd he win me by 7 balls
O yea.. 7 7 7, my favourite number
Haha, is also yr favourite number ba
Realli miss those days when me and my sisters and others
Went out in one big grp
Realli envy boi boi and his brothers can be so bonded

Speakin abt him
Realli find it hard to be friend wit him
To befriend wit him, i need to get to noe his friends 1st
But tat not my way of style
Onli my Loves can understand me
But cos of u
I shall try ba
Although i hab the fear there
But i trust tat wit u around wit me
I will be safe
Laughs~
Realli hope the rainy days can past fast


She shall change ~
She dun wan to be tat attitude gal le
I noe my mistakes
For hurtin so much ppl
And the words i spoke, always carry thorns
Thanks to bel...
U realli make me realise hw wrong am i
And thanks for correctin my mistake

Thursday, December 27, 2007
12:26 AM

Today went to sch

Intendin to repair my ahfuhan de

Havin a completed scan using symantec

Nth was found

But gt the same virus as Anna

Which i think is quite serious

As there is no cure for it yet

Hai

Dunno why being my belongin is so ke lian

For ahfuhan

He dunno gt hw many times virus le

Hope he will be safe soon

Wow

Hab bubble tea wit Anna

Hehe

Let smuggle the drink in ^^

Wonderin why Anna will ask me to look normal when passin the two entrance guys

Will i look wierd de meh?

Haha

O ya

We are smugglin illegal Things yea

Cannot get caught

Finally finish drinkin the bubble tea without gettin caught

I was busy arrangin my msn contacts

Is so messy

And Anna is lonely there

Walkin in and out

At about 4.30

Is time to go work

So Anna accompany me to walk out the sch

Hehe

Sry Anna

Could not accompany u

Gt to go for work T_T

O

So is the same routine again

Mummy passin my stuff for me

And she went to ta bao for me

Told her dun need le

But she still went

Hai

Actualli i felt veri touched de

But could not express out

Cos i am used to keep my feelin towards myself

Realli feel like sayin Thanks to her de

But pai seh

Hai

I am such a useless daughter

Who onli noe hw to express anger

But not sayin nice things

When i reached Cine

Went to buy curry puffs and pineapple pies for my colleague

Today i am not late

Happy

Today was shocked too

When i came back from the toilet

I saw someone

Was surprised there will be one more person joinin us tonight

For today

I wrote the daily sales for abt 5 hrs

Hands was so tirin

And tat tupi shawn and Jake keep relaxin

Left me alone writin the daily sales

Met Jake for two times le

But we still hab not chat b4

He nv took his initative to talk to me 1st

So neither do i

Was somehw curious wad type of person he is

Izzit arrogant?

He makes me feel like he is someone askin for perfect

And dun like to waste things

He is quite funny too

After eatin some twistees

He can suddenly said he is hungry

And wana go and buy rice

And left his twistees out of no where

Haha

I was also shocked

To see shawn and Jake debatin abt wine stuffs

Arghh

Due to curiosity

I turned my head

And get scolded by Shawn

He is always there to bully me

But i won let him hab his way

A pinch for him today shall keep him away from me

O..

While chattin wit Shawn

He told me Jervis realli break wit his gf

And somemore still said he felt better

Haha

Den we shall be happi for our friend ba

At least he won get hurt le

Somehow wonderin is he realli alright now

But dun wan msg Him ba

Afraid tat he will get the wrong intention

Maybe shall talk to him when i get the chance to meet him

Now i realise i hab a fear

I must get rid of it

Hehe

And i shall also change my attitude

Yes

Bel bel said is right

There is no wrong for a guy to like u

He dun wish to0

So we should not treat ppl tat like u differently

It hurts them

I am seriously feelin gulity

For not knowin hw much guys i hab hurt b4

And bel bel make me feel tat there is reali thorns in my words

I shall try

Is a promise to myself

Cos i dun wish to get the retribution

O

Maybe tml goin escape

Happi ^^

Sotong should rest now le

Gd nite ah boi and all my loves

Love ya all always

Wednesday, December 26, 2007
2:14 AM

Hate being wad i am now

F.A.T

YES

I agree

I won choose a guy who is xiao zhi den mi

But why it makes me so miserable

F.A.T

Frighten away things

YES

Cos of F.A.T

I lose confidence

And maybe lose the guy i like?

It definitely lose away lots of chances

Hai

I hate the way i am now

Wanna JIAYOU

Hope i can make it tis round

Who can help me???

The bear bear so CUTE
Scenery quite nice yea

Tat is chipmunks?

Me and hui ning^^

Hehe.. Thinkin should i smile wit teeth or not

Me wit mummy ^^

Hidin in the car,wahaha

Where am i lookin at?

Welcome to my blog

Wooo...

Went out wit mummy and huining today

Hehe

Wow i nearly slp inside the bus lo

So long....

Hehe

Today is fun..

Blow bubbles wor

And tak lots of pic

Hehe

Today quite notti o

Keep blowin at mummy

Haha

Happy Happy

Arghhh

Somemore keep bullied by huining and mummy lo

Keep tickle me

ARGhhh

Haha

But with them around

I could not stop laughin man

Cos mummy keep makin those wierd sound

Haha

SO funny

Hope i gt another chance 2 go out wit them again

You qing wang shui

Thursday, December 20, 2007
12:09 AM

Just get back from work

Woo...

My eyes is so tired

Today a bunch of aunties mak me confused

Arghh

Somemore tat idiot shawn still said

They are the future me

Arghh

I not gonna be like them

Hehe....

The one from Penang

Is gd

He asked me whether do i wan a bottle of juice

Hahaha

And i said i dun wan

And he said he asked the wrong person

Maybe?

Haha

Still not used to receive free items from ppl ba

Anyway

Tml not goin out le

Actualli wanna go for waxin

To look nice on Fri

But is cancelled

Sianz...

Got to stay at home till 5pm

Life is getting boring

I should not watch the drama so fast

Should spare for the rest of the holiday

Fri might be another happy day for me ba

Got to dress nice nice

And smile

Wad i am lookin forward

Is how i look like in tat pink bubble dress

Hehe

Haiiiiii

Shirley is boring

Can any1 accompany her?

Sian siaN sian

When i said three times

It means i realli mean it

Sound familiar?

Tis is wad i learn from Why why Love

The xiao mei is so shuai

Shall hope i can find a bf like him

But den is impossible

Hehe

Lalala

Wad should i do now ne?

Shall go and slp le ba ^^

Shall not eat the medicine

Has not been eatin medicine on time

So nvm le

Haha

I noe i always gt excuses for eatin medicines

But i just dun like it

Shirley is a gd gal today

ka0ri^^

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
11:47 AM

Each of the star on the sky

It Represents hw much i love u

The sun tat shine the warmth on u

It Represents tat i am hugging u now

The wind tat blows pass yr ears

It Represents i am missing u now

When it rain

It represents tat without u by my side

I am feeling lonely

As the day passes

My heart feel empty

Without any1 inside my heart

I somehw feel weird

Like something is missing from my life

Maybe i am used to the busy life

Where i do not hab a day of rest

Finding time for u and me

When i nv work or study

Rather than lettin myself hab any rest

And now i even hab time to rest at home

A person who used to single life

And den used to de days wit u

Now back to her own self

But things is not the same anymore

Just like losing her own identity

Holidays is wad i am always lookin forward to

But is borin when there is no one accompany u

Yea

Maybe being single is gd

But it has its bad too

Bad in the sense tat no one who is always there

Sharin yr happiness and sadness wit u

At 1st i thought without any stead

I hab someone to share everythin wit me

But things does changes

U could not keep the person always by yr side

My life is turnin back

Turnin back to the world

Of black and white

Hai

Sunday, December 16, 2007
9:31 PM

I hab a selfish thinking

Afraid tat the power of love can beat the kinship

I am truely happy for eu

To find yr love

But as well as worry for eu

I am afraid tat u will get hurt

And i am scared to see you tear in front of me

Hmmm

Our bond get stronger and stronger

But now i can somehow feel

It is driftin away from me

I hate the power of love

Cos it can took control of everything

I feel like askin

When u r together wit tat person

Am i still equally important to eu?

And will we hab time 2gether?

I treat u as one of my important ppl in tis world

I dun wan our bondin to just go like tat

I know when everyone get older

They will change

But i dun wan our bondin to change

Can?

Pls god

Help me one last time

Dun let the person get any hurt

And the person wit my important person

Pls look after my important person

Okie?
But there is one thing i am veri sure now

No matter wad happen

I will always be there for eu

And even if you do not hab time for me anymore

I will still welcome eu back

Cos i noe i neglect eu b4

How u think others is how others think ya

I noe i always appear to be so arrogant

And u hab to gif me to me always

U seldom talk back to me

And afraid tat i am angry wit eu

But i dun mean it de

Sorry

Omg

So embarrassed

I called to denise the wine shop to ask whether am i workin tml

But he answered

I know he will be the one answerin lo

Omg

My voice now is like a duck

Quack Quack Quack

So nan ting

Somemore is like sometimes gt voice sometimes dun hab

And den i could not keep control myself

So i keep laughin

Cos is so nan ting and funny

Oh my

Ppl still accused i am de mad one

If go back work

Sure kanna laughed de la

Oh my god

All tat tupi shawn fault la

Msg him to ask him about my schedule

Never reply

Wad if i work tml mornin ne?

Oh my

Dunno should i work tml ma?

No voice hw 2 talk to customers

They sure cannot heard me de

Oh my god

I am hopin they r not laughin now

Pls grant

My wish

ka0ri

Hai

Could not sleep

Sick sick sick

Tupi flu, sore throat and fever

Feelin so xin ku now

On fri

I half go home from sch

Also nv go for work

Was thankful to my classmates

Their care realli mak me ^^

Oh

Will be having a gatherin on tues ^^

Should be lookin forward

Cos may be it gonna be another happy day for me

Though single can be bored

But at least i won get hurt

I can only hurt ppl

Sometimes i will think back

Our memories

Like today

Was so cold in the bus

I remember last time u will rub my hands to keep me warmth

And always wonderin why will i feel cold easily

Is hard to forget everythin

Now i am able to let go of euu

But i will still keep our memories

The stars u mak for my birthday

The things u giv me
How you care for me

I will never throw it away

People askin me whether i still will go into relationship again?

All i can said is tat may be i need more time

Hope it won be like the past

Takin 2 years to settle down for just a short relationship

I will keep on waitin

Waiting for my partner

Just like the 《公主小妹》

So sweet!!!

I will choose someone right for me and nv regret

I finally get to meet him

And somemore today i treat him like nobody

When Gary intro me to him

I dun even smile

And dun even said hello

Even i get to noe he is the one who replace me ytd night

Cos i am sick

A thank also nv come out from my mouth

Moreover when me and others was sittin down there

One by one left

And onli left wit me and him

So i left too

And i keep diaoin him la

Also dunno wad mak me hab tis kind of reaction

Maybe unhappi tat i lose to Shawn?

He said he is the most handsome guy in Denise

But i keep on sayin cannot be de

And sayin his taste is different from me

Maybe due to age gap

But today when i saw him

Somehow believe wad shawn hab said

Hai

I shall get rid of my evil thinkin

So wad he is nice lookin?

Maybe he is not kind

And is those flirty type?

Hate ppl who is gd lookin de lor

Sure veri arrogant

O ya

Today happen a quite interestin thing

We hab champagne tastin

Wee wee

And haha

Got one customer wanna taste it

But a pity we left wit nothin

So tat fellow let the customer drink his leftover champagne

Is so er lo

I was thinkin

If i am the customer

I will be damn unfortunate

But the customer bought two champagne which costs $300 plus

Haha

Is so funny

Hai

I wana get recover soon

So xin ku

ka0ri

Sunday, December 9, 2007
10:52 PM

试着去努力鼓起勇气放弃你总是不争气没有这么快学会安静就连眼泪时刻在提醒根本无法放得下你漆黑的夜晚还是找到了我排山倒海来袭一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱你能不能不管过得好不好不要故意躲开不让我知道只要你过得很好什么都已不重要我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼我每一夜不管你知不知道傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷希望你过得好总有一天你会看到爱如海掀起惊天巨滔我会以无坚不摧的力量让你知道

We break almost 16 days?

I should let go of eu

Should not be so foolish yea

I can said tat u r gd to moi

But things become not as usual

I must be brave

As the days without euu

I still hab to go on

I can said tat i realli fortunate to hab ppl carin for me

Especially mui classmates

It been long tat i nv laugh till so mad b4

And u all break de record

I also dunno why i laugh till like tat

NOW NOW

I am so happi to go sch

And mui heart is not alone anymore

I hab so much friends wit me ^^

Thanks fer being tat to brighten up mui days

And also thanks fer my sweet fake "bestfriend"

Showin me so much care and concern

Heihei..

LOve ya all so much

Weee

Sotong is happy

How abt elephant ne?

Today is elephant's birthday wor

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELEPHANT

shall stop here

Money money, i love it

ka0ri^^

The days without euu

I can handle well

Slowly return who am i

But there is still one thing i won change

In the past

I am someone who believes in love

But cos of someone

I hate being in love

Till meetin euu

I think that i should tak a try

The trial i took does not seem wad i wan too

Wad i can said tat

I dun hab any happi relationship b4

May be i am just someone who has no fate in relationship

Things become unexpected when i am single

I thought i can hab a peaceful life

But things pop out here and there

I somehw feel uneasy

I just wan to be the way we used to be

I wanna mak more friends rather den ppl """

Was glad tat i gt muiself a fake bf

Haha

Not boyfriend

Is bestfriend ^^

Hai

Now i onli can said tat i hate relationship more and more

I won get into one anymore

Unless i realli meet someone tat can make me realli love him ba

So rejection can be seen and accepting is not possible

Yeah~

I love being single

Wooo....

Tat wad i belong

Wad shit love does not belong to me

I jus wanna mui friends and sisters, tat enough

My heart's on fire ???

Haha...

Can anyone remember tis?

ka0ri^^

Thursday, December 6, 2007
12:30 AM

Suprise!!!
I saw mui ah bei today

Actualli saw hiim on sat too

But i am on de bus, he is at the busstop

But yea

HaPpi is i get to talk to him

But sad is he become thinner, and health not gd

Heartpain xia

Realli dunno wad to do to help him

He is mui beloved, my most respectable one

Even hw he treated mui parents

I dun care

Cos he left a permanent place in mui heart

Somehw i wish we can return like tat past

Where he could come mui hse always

But now, he break de ties wit mui father

Hai...

I promise, i will find time to go find him de ^^
I wanna treasure him

Cos deep in mui heart

My fear is losing him

I dun wan to see anyone part from me

I could not imagine hw sad can i be when he left me

Although he is not so close to me like mui mum

But he is still one of de best in mui heart

Now, i could onli bless tat u can be healthy

And pls gods, let him live as long as possible

I wanna to earn more more money

And yang him

Okie, now i will be bloggin abt sch stuff

So stay Tune

Hehe

First of all

I wanna say I LOVE YA ALL

HEhe

SO happi today

I gt a grp of great friends

Tat brighten up mui days

Sch is no fun without u all

Even though i always get tortured

But haha, no torure, no fun,rite?

Just hope tat u all can change target la

Dun keep aiming at me

AND TAT GAL HUH...

STOP SNAPIN ON ME

AND RECORD MUI VIDEO

O ya

So sry for mui laughter today

Cannot stop laughin ar

Haha, today moods change so fast la

A while scared By TAT GAL

A while keep laughin

I think if i keep on like tat

Can become siao soon

Haha

And thanks huh

Said mui laughter can put as alarm clock

And scare u ppl up

Where gt so scary xia?

Haha...

Hope u all dun mak me laugh again

Or else veri PS de lo

Cos i could not stop de

And mui stomach veri pain lo

ALL YR FAULT

SEE

I more i love u all, de more i blame u all

Let list down all the culprits

CHERYL

ELEPHANT

Shi min

Wendy

YVEETE

HILYAH

Hui ning

Mei han

Did i miss any name?

Haha

As u can see

Some of the names are in bond

There is reasons behind

Hehe

U all sure noe by heart de

Anyway i will stop bloggin le

HEIHEI

CYA U GUYS TML

And continue our story in E36J

Ka0ri^^

Tuesday, December 4, 2007
11:32 AM

I dun miss him

But i just missed him

I hope tat time can pass fast

Heal fast

Hai..

I thought i hab forgotten him

Budden y should i see him again?

Been drinkin and drinkin

Which i hab long nv drink

Cos i hab no sorrows to come

But now i hab tons of it

7 months of it

So i need to drink a lot to get rid of it

I hate to blog anythin abt him again

I wanna mui blog to be colourful

Not black and white

I dun wanna returnback to the black and white world

Sometimes i am wondering

Wondering wad u r doin

Wad mak u so certain..

HAI

I HATE U

ka0ri^^