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~SHIRLEY~
Thursday, July 24, 2008
3:03 PM
Living in fear ~
A life wit no sense of secure
Afraid tat something will happen to u anytime
Troubled cos of dat gal dat suddenly pop up
Who is the hell is she?
Askin me hw r u?
She asked Elaine too
Hai
Sometimes i realli dunno hw long can i hang on
Ability to endure to the end to the day u gif up on me?
I am madly in love
Till i cannot get out of tis trap
Somehow i am realli sufferin
Realli veri xin ku
All i can do is bear wit it
Even msg ya too much or call ya i also need to gif it a thought
Everything is so not natural
Is all i forcing myself to do it
Even missing ya i also force myself not to
I dunno wad wrong wit me
All i noe is dat my love life now is realli complicated
I realli hope there is someone to help me get out of it
Gif me sense of direction
I really lose my way
Not onli in real life
But in my heart and mind too =(
I dun wan to be a sadist
Where is the happy me gone to?
I hang on wit tis relationship all cos i realli miss the days we been through 2gether
I dun wan to just gif up like dat
We been through so much 2gether
Is not worth it
HaI
I used to be the one who keep on wantin break when we quarrel
But tis time round
I changed
But pls guide me along, can?
Treat me better and let me sense yr love
God pls tell me wad should i do?
I realli need yr help
Th3Sadist