~SHIRLEY~

Sunday, December 28, 2008
6:02 PM

Is been long since i last posted
Shall wish everybody a merry christmas 1st yea

Hmmm...
Yea..
After me and him break off
Mani ppl asked me how am i le
Sometimes i realli dunno hw to reply
All i can said is tat i am feelin better le
But still unable to forget him
The raining days still there

And beneath my heart
I noe it is hard
It is hard to find someone to replace him
To replace all the sweet memories
My heart told me too
It dun wan anyone to replace it
Even i am reluctant
Life still move on
I cannot ensure he will be the one i love forever
But one thing i can confirm is that
I will nv forget abt him
I really hope there is a day
When i tell ppl abt my past r.s
I can smile and share wit them
Witout having any pain in my heart

I dunno wad am i to him now
All i wish now
Is he being happy and safe
I dun care hw much he hurt me
Though i realli hate wad he did
And the hurt he bring
But is all the past
Just hope he can get a gd gf
And takcare of him
And stop doing things tat will hurt himself and his family
Maybe he will think those things he did now
Is meaningful and so on
Den i will respect and support him
Is his decision
I won care wad he wan to do now
As long as he feel it is worth it
And he is happy
Tat will do
Cos i noe no matter hw ppl asked him not to do wad he wan
He won listen one
Cos i am tis kind of person too
One day he den will realise wad he did is worth it or not

Anyway he is a grown up le
He will noe wad is right for him
May god bless u yea =D

Life to me now is more freedom
Less stressful
Though sometimes i does hope there is onli one guy in my life
And not a complicated lifestyle
But rite now
I noe the importance of friendship
And also realise who are the true friends i hab
=D

Thanks everyone for showin me care and concern
I can tell u all
I am alright now
And i am back to tat shirley
No more weeping de shirley
I will be strong
And gaining back my confidence
And not being the weakling
Crying for a guy
And i will be happier
Moving on wit my life
Continuing wit my story

I won regret being wit him
But appreciate more
Cos i realli experience more
=D

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
1:48 PM

Friends?
Is realli hard to find someone who realli understand u well
Sometimes when u need them
They are not by yr side
And when you told them yr feelin
They said they dunno hw to help u
And even say u back

If one realli can control wad she doin nw
U think she will go do things dat is not applicable
Won't rite?
Is she ownself cannot control den will do it
Different people has different prespective
Wad u think is rite might be wad others think is rite
Like for me
I think those gals are keep on add guys on friendster de
Are flirt
But to them
They might feel is normal
So we cannot based on ourselves and judge others
Cos is unfair to them
Who are true friends ne?
I bet those who will sit down quietly besides u
Supporting yr decision
And won't find u a trouble
Is considered a very gd friend
Even though my beloved cousin
Won't gif me much advice and console
But she is the one who will let me feel her care and concern
A true feelin she gif me
Not those hack care feelin
Dat tell me she dunno hw to help me
I must help myself or wad de
She show me her sincerity
I swear i am such a fortunate gal to hab her as my cousin
Realli hope we can be 2gether always
I can't imagine a day witout her
And i won't want a day witout her
Now
I noe she is feelin very sad
Which hurts me too
I keep blaming
Keep blaming i am such a useless cousin
Who cannot stop her tears
I dunno hw to help her overcome
All i can do is try to make her happy ba
I won't stop her from crying
Cos i noe keepin to herself will be worse
I wan her to cry all her sorrow out
And forget her sadness
And not hide inside her heart

I realli hope god can gif her the best
She is such a great gal
And she never do bad things
She always there to help ppl
She dun deserve to get any hurts
While i deserve it more den her
So dun let her suffer

Hais
Now i also understand wad is her feelin when i am down
I am so sry for giving her so much hurts
But i am shy to say out all to her
Cos we hardly say tis kind of things
But one thing i wan to say is tat
I am truly sry for making u cry on yr bday
I am the worst cousin i bet
I hope time can pass faster
And let yr pain slowly fade away
Let be back to our happy us
Go swimmin, singin and shoppin 2gether
And i will be there for u to overcome yr sadness
So dun be afraid to ask me out
Or gif me troubles
Cos u r never a trouble to me
Is a fortunate to me
And i realli dun mind to be yr listenin ear
Unless u mind me to be one
=)
Cheers
Love u always


And i hab some other gd friends too =)
And wonderful classmates
Love u all too =)
May our friendship last till the end

Tuesday, December 2, 2008
7:00 PM

Humph
Recieve some complaints for not updatin
O yea
I shall post wad i hab been doin ba
Last thurs i was workin till 3am man
Fri mornin rush to sch for the competition thingy
Den after tat go k box
Sat and sun was workin at IT show
Sad dat my beloved cousin not wit me
But i can understand =)
Was eatin alone on the 1st day =(
But is okay
Alson was carin enough
Let me eat inside the storeroom
And also take gd care of me =)
Never scold me when my sales is not gd
Still say not bad le
But in fact is veri bad
So dun wanna let him down
Chiong for my 2nd day
And sales was not bad =)
Finally nv throw my face as a old bie
Hees
Get to know quite a number of new friends yea =)
They added me on msn =)
All of them are friendly
But i keep kanna bullied
Especially ppl tell me tat if yr hands is bigger den yr face
Mean next time u will be rich
And i gt smash on my face
So i try tat in sch to cheat my friends too
But disappointin
Onli tat kuku bird get cheated by me =(
Rest all noe le
Not fun de
I shall move on and cheat more ppl
Hees
Enough of all bully
LOL
I shall now transform into a devil and bully u all back
LOL

Hees
Today in sch was sufferin
Suddenly not feelin well
Reach home tell my parents
They like kenna worried of me
And daddy bought ice cream for me
Hees
My favourite colourful icecream lei
Woohoo
Now type msg quite bad o
Ytd secretly help my mum do the donut boxes till quite late den slp o
Cos see my mum hands pain pain
Help her better o
She lo
Go act pro
Dunno why go find troubles
Find this kind of pass time
100 boxes earn $1.50
Is like hell na
Even daddy also say not worth it
Haas
I am sure my mum won't do it for long
Confirm a while more
Dun wan do le
Haas
When back home le
My mum told me
Lucky i help her do as afternoon the supplier gt come
Den shun bian gif her
Haas

THe end

WHEN IS THE RAIN GOING TO STOP
NO MATTER WHERE IS IT
IS JUST WON'T STOP
BE BUS BE TRAIN
LET IT STOP
AND HAB THE SUN OUT

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