~SHIRLEY~

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
3:09 PM

Moving back to ytd, 23 june
Firstly it is our 7th month anniversary
But sadly he is not there wit me
But is okay ne
Understandable
Ytd also a tupi day i hab
I thought Linjia is goin sch
So i keep waiting fer her msg
But waiting and waiting
I am wondering why is it so late she still hab not call
Den i still to remember she is on holiday
So i faster left my hse
Waiting and waiting for the arrival of the bus
I finally saw 966
So i rush to tak de bus
And prepared to meet corene at sch 7 eleven there
As time pass by
I start to feel wierd why it is so long i stil hab not reach ne
And also see the first busstop after the highway
It is not goin woodlands de but goin orchard
WTF
I faster get down the bus
Wanting to tak cab but i am broke
ATM also no money le
Hai ~
So i took 190 back to my hse den to sch again
Feel like dun go sch
But cannot pon le
Hai
Gonna downgraded again
Is like so many times i kanna downgraded de na
This is what a day i hab
So so tiring ~

Today is the 2nd day of lab series competition
Tryin hard to ask my friends in RP to buy
But sadly i sold nth
And also went around to ask ppl i dunno to buy
Also kanna rejected
Hai ~
Feel so guilty like nv help my class much
Nv sell anythin
=(

12 more days

Saturday, June 21, 2008
11:50 PM

Another day pass like tis ~
Today wad workin at morning paragon
After work
When i abt to go home
I happen to see Yu heng, my gan kor kor
He a veri nice person man
Dunno y everytime see him
I will talk a lot
And feel veri comfortable
Like won scare of being ps by him
Maybe tis called fate to be friends ba
Not onli friends but best friends forever
We went to the man branded shop at orchard
As his friend wanna buy jeans
His friend also a nice people
Just like yu heng
Won cos of his friend, ps me
Somemore when i dun wan play pool or basketball
He keep askin me to join in
Tis is wad true friends are
After walkin here and there
We have a sudden thought
Which is wanna go singapore pool
To buy the le yi le
We went to lucky plaza to buy
But is out of stock le
So the 3 crazy of us
Cab down to park lane there to buy
But the taxi driver bring us to the park mall instead
So we walk from park mall to park lane
Is quite far man
We should tak bus or mrt instead
Much more nearer and cheaper
Wahaha
I bought 10 pieces
But onli win $2
Den buy another 5 again
Den win $2
Den buy 2 again
And win $5
So total i lose $8
But is okay
Is so fun na
After tat yuheng and his friend went to tak caB
They gif me a drive to bugis MRT station too
But in de end de taxi uncle stop us at raffles hospital there
LOL ~
Dunno y today taxi driver keep driving us to the wrong place
So funny lo

Hehe
Anyway i realli hab a great time man
Hope my everyday will be like today so enjoyable =)
May i enjoy my days everyday
And peace everyday
Wee..
Gd luck Gd sales tml man
Commission gambette =_=

PS I HATE HIM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008
10:42 PM

Another sad day i hab ~
Ytd midnight Yong Wei called and ask me to join him to escape
At 1st i dun wanna go de
Cos i am sick and still got to wake up so early
But due to we quarrel b4
And if i reject him
I scare tis friendship will gone
So i agree
Tis escape trip is goin wit His gf and friends
So i am thinkin maybe is a chance for me to mak new friends too
Cos recently damn bored na
Like nobody ask me out de
And saw yongwei everyday also got program like dat
like veri fun
So today wake up early in de mornin
And get myself prepared
Went to cck to meet Yw
Den headed to escape
Total there is 2 gals and 4 guys
1st thing tat make me upset is dat
When we went to de haunted hse
I am so scared la
Cos i so afraid of tat thingy
And i kanna left behind
Next time go escape confirm wanna go wit bf better
Den de next thing is tat we went play de car thingy
Tupi Yw bang onto me
And just drove off
Lucky still gt his friend's acc
Which i onli noe for 1 day
Can be comparable to him
Who i noe for years
Hai

Den after we left escape
I become a bit emo
Cos thinkin if got bf beside me better
At least got ppl to protect me
Like Yw protectin his gf
Hai
Thinkin ppl gt bf beside them
But mine?
Hai
And they keep talkin
Like nv talk much to me de lei
So damn bored la
Like nobody care like dat
Den i walk infront
Listen to songs
Dun wan bother abt them
While listen to songs
Feel so lonely
Den tears start to drop down
Hai
So i keep on walkin
And they are all behind me
Even red light
I also just walk
walk and walk
Till interchange there
I den realise is de end le
And they are not behind me
And i dunno where can i go?
Somemore i dunno de place there
Then i sit at the interchange there
Keep on cryin and called my cousin
And den cab home
Also cried in de cab from there to my hse
Tis journey i could not believe tat
He does nt even gif me a call
I hate him so so much la
So from today onwards he is no longer my friend
Dun ever mention his name to me
I hate him forever
And i will nv forgif him de
PS I HATE HIM

Den when i reach home
I msg him
He said he is sry
He thought i am emoin abt my bf so he let me alone
LOL ~
Wad a gd excuse
Ppl emo jiu dun need to go home de la
Can left at pasir ris alone na?
And said he is tired...
Den he start callin me
His gf too
Askin me to forgif him
But still
I will nv forgif him de
Nv forget abt today incident
Cos i nv so jia lat b4
Kanna treated like dat
Blame me as a fool
To trust him won ps me de

Days without him
It make my life pathetic

Gal wit tears

Tuesday, June 17, 2008
11:51 PM

Again, long time nv blog le
Life without him
Is realli miserable
Living in the days wit tears
Sometimes i feel so lonely
Dunno wad should i do
Listenin the song 一个人
Thinkin abt Him again ~
Life become so bored
Everyday wake up wit no purpose
No where to go
Sometimes i does empathize on myself too
Why my life become lke dat
keep on cryin and there is no him beside me to console me
Cryin loudly inside my own room
Dun wan anyone to noe
I still remember the few days after he is gone
My eyes is swollen every single day
And i could not stop cryin
Even on the bus
I can still cry
At de workplace also cry
Clumsy de me nobody to takcare of for the time being le
I lost my way and get myself drench in the rain
Keep fallin sick
Now is the third times i fallin sick le
Why ne?
Izzit mood does affect health?
Ppl who noe me well, should noe i am a gal wit laughter
But now, i can onli smile
And not like last time
Can laugh till out of breath
Temper also change le
And i totally in the loss
Get myself change for a new haircut and style
Hopin i can get rid of the sadness
But i still could not
Sadness mak me change
Mak me become different
I wan to be the one who u pamper on
I realli miss the days being pampered on
Do u noe i am realli sufferin outside?
I am thinkin whether will there be one day
U leave me cos of other gals?
I hab proven my love to u is true
Without leavin u for all these days
Even go out wit guys also dun hab
Sometimes i realli afraid that wad i did
I will regret
Maybe when u contribute more
U will get afraid more
I am thinkin if one day u ever leave me for a gal
I realli will go mad ba
Or maybe i should just gif up on relationship
U de one who mak me done so much
I realli expect my love for u can be so deep
Till i suffer like tis
Get stronger and stronger
Becos i noe i realli love eu
Even i met wit so mani obstacles
But for u
I will hang on
Cos i dun wan lose someone i realli love
Last time i nv even say i love u to my bf
But now i wanna tell u
U de one i realli love
I wan to be wit u not for months
But is serious lastlongin relationship
I dun wan both of us to hab change in tis relationship
I wan to be yr baby ever ~
Stubborn me shall pay for my stubborness
Lovin euu mak my life worthwhile
All i noe is tat i can't live witout u
Wad abt u?
I will be waitin fer the day u r out
And u will be fetchin me from sch
Let me see a gd boi,okay?
Dun mak me tear anymore,okay?
I dun mind to drop million of tears for u
Onli dat i hope to appreciate it
And cherish our relationship
And be a gd boi and dun break my hope for u again
Pls


Gal wit tears

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