~Th3 Gal~

Friday, October 31, 2008
11:32 PM

A sian day again
Goin to work
Met a wierd customer
When i am servin another customer

me and his conversation is like dat
Him - how much is tat FBK parfum?
Me - $126
Him - i tried tat b4, how abt the big one?
Me - $126 too, the small bottle is $126, cos is a gel form
And he tried.
Him - Wad is yr name?
Me - shirley
Him - nice to meet u(wanna shake hands wit me as a courtesy)
So i shake hands wit him
And he hold my hands and said nice nails
....
And he left
So i carry on serve the woman beside her
The woman asked me
Tat red color bottle(the one tat guy tried) is for guys ar
i said nope is for lady
Den she asked den y tat guy tried
Den i laugh and said dunno
BUT IS FOR LADY
haas
We both laughed
...
A while ltr
He came back again
Him : Tat one is the new fragrance(kenzo jungle, gal most aweful smell)
Me : Nope, u wanna try, try on paper
Him : try on body ba, cos will gif diff smell
Me : Okay, cos i scare too strong for u so asked u to try on paper
Him : yea, is quite strong
Me : haas
Him : u wear heels ar?
me : a bit
Him : when is yr next off day?
Me : i dun hab off days, keep workin and schoolin(lying)
Him : can gif me yr number?
Me : NO (heart:feel like sayin i hab bf le, but Opps, we break le)

Hais
He make me recall we break le
Last time when gt guys ask number from me
I told them cannot, i gt bf le
But now i can only stop after sayin NO

Thursday, October 30, 2008
9:12 AM

I hate guys ~
Especially u

Wednesday, October 29, 2008
1:09 AM

I am awakened
I finally can del our photos and wad i put on friendster le
I able to let go of him now
I realli will let go of him
We r impossible
Wad he did
Made me hate him
A going one yr the relationship
Even though cannot be couple
But u ruin it
Till we could not even be friends
I will prove to u
No more u in my life
I can live happier
If tat wad u wan
U should happier wit my current decision

I am back to my old self
So wad the big deal of having tis relationship?
Dun hab him
I will die meh?
Witout him
There no one gifin me sadness again
I will live better
=)
Thanks god
I noe wad u mean le
I will do wad u say

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
8:53 AM

Morning le
I still haven slp yet
Keep thinking and cannot fall asleep
Today the third day i nv slp le
Super duper tired
But just cannot fall asleep
Eyes still as swollen as ytd
I wondering am i a fool
Keep crying
And keep on sad and sad
Somemore msg him even though he like so cold to me
Super hurt
Gal ~
Pls forget him
Let him go ba
Wad for hold on to tis relationship when he dun feel like turning back le?
Even he said break due to angerness
Aso mean break le
U aso dunno whether he mean or not
Scarly he already start to forget abt u
And already decided there is no turning back
And u keep waiting aso no use le
Forget him day by day ba

Maybe wait till he cool down
U jiu can hold on le
Won feel like turning back le
Since already so long witout him?
Hais
Confused
Should i move on?
Forget him?

Everything ended le =(
Tears keep rolling down witout fail
Perhaps tis is our last time break le
I will work hard to forget him de
After crying for hours
Till my eyes are swollen

Wanna forget him not cos i dun love him anymore
But is wanna him to hab happiness
Cos i love him
So i gonna let him go
Perhaps he will happier
Love someone, u dun need to hab him by yr side
U wish he is happy too
I truely hope tat he will stay happy
And safe
If i noe he is not well after breaking
I will be sadder ba

We are indeed very funny
Both of us love each other
Yet we love and do things tat hurts each others
Hais ~
Maybe we 2 dunno hw to think
Wad to say?
Maybe if we hab fate
We will be 2gether again

I rushed home to use computer
When my bro is slping
I beg him to let me use his com
Keep on begging him
He like veri pissed off wit me till like wanna beat me
But i noe he bear wit it
And went to slp in the living room
Sry kor
Family is still the best
I went to see his profile
And found tat he start writing comment to gal le
Which he won do tat when we r couple
Happy to see him nv del our date and the poem
But sad when see him writing tat he sad cos tat gal nv rite comment for him
Maybe he will do the same thing as zhiyi?
Find a sub of me?
But i trust he won
Cos i gt ask him b4
And he said he won do tat to me
Anyway
I just wanna wish him all the best
And hope he will be more xin fu
While me
I will try to forget him
Let go of him ~
I noe he is hurt too
But to end tis relationship
I noe he aso wish the best for me
Though he sound veri cruel when we break
But i noe he dun mean it
He just wan to let me go
Perhaps he noe i am suffering and wanna me to go ba

All the best to u, my boi
I will nv forget u
And all the things u did for me
The necklace, i will be keep wearing
One more time
I wanna say i love u to u
I realli love u deeply
Perhaps few months ltr i can let go of u
Or maybe it take years or a lifespan
Who noe?
Let time prove our love ba
I will keep everything u gif and treasure them
Hope u found the heart in the box of sweets
And hope tat heart will heal yr sadness
I am sry for hurting u

I dunno wad my life will be witout him
Maybe keep drinking, smoking or clubbing?
Who noe?
Read my update to see my new life ba

Pigeon trapped, north, south,east,west, cannot go through

Sunday, October 26, 2008
11:35 PM

Our memories

Will it become our past?

The lake we go

I still remember

U bought my favourite banana cake and wa zai milk for me

And i drink down there

I used to tell u tis place

Is where i go

Whenever i am sad

Tis is the place of my sadness

Is also the place when u break for tat few days

And i cried non stop there

And smoke there

This is the pic i take when i 1st go yr hse downstairs

I still remember hw we communicate

Me and my cousin was on the lorry

And u at yr hse

Shouting up and u shouting down

U was quiet while i am noisy

Cos u afraid of disturbing others

But i dunno

Still continue shouting

This is the time we act emo

U pei me tak photo 2gether

I remember u come fetch me from my hse to yr hse

It is my 1st time wearing tis yellow dress

Which is u acc me go buy de

U said i look nice on it

Somemore when u noe i am alone at yr room

U come and acc me

Rather than acc yr friends

Tis is the time we r busy creating

I LOVE U

Will there be a day when we stop saying I love u anymore?

Or perhaps is there any day we stop loving each others?

Tis is the time we acting act 2gether

We just simply love acting cute to each others

U noe i dun behave like dat in other guys?

When our guys are around

I am some sort of attitude gal out there

I just wanna do things differently to u

Cos u r my one and only bf

I wanna treat u special

Tis is the time

When i told u

Let make funny faces 2gether

See who is the most uglier?

Tis is the time we act normal

I just love taking photos wit u

I wanna buy a camera

Cos i wanna tak more and more pictures wit u

I wan to tak down every happy moments of us being 2gether

I just enjoy taking pic wit u

Tis is the time
The day 080808
I recieve my 1st flower
And aso the fixed date we said long ago
080808 will be the start of us
U told me b4 u go in
U will come out and be my gd boi
And after yr tagging
U goin to repay me
Send me home everyday
And out promises
Going mid night cycle
U still remember u nearly won be 2gether
Cos there is a time
We suddenly nv msg each other
Till the misunderstanding is clear
And the time i rush down from my work
To jacky hse to find u
I cried at my workplace
My 1st time crying in front of others
Somemore the one i cried for
Is not someone i noe veri long
Is just months
U r the one who acc through the sadness
Stop my tears from falling
And send me gd nite msg everyday
Be my fake bf
And promise to make me happy every single day
U always listen to wad i say
And yr mum noe
Ya onli listen to me
I still remember when i cook at yr hse
And elaine not cooking
U stand by me
Said elaine nv cook

Tis is the time
When yr nottiness act out
Paste tis tatoo on yr bro's leg when he is slping
I laugh until cannot tahan
I aso paste tatoo on u and u keep rubbing off
U aso paste on me back

Tis is the time
When i took tis pic at causeway point
Cos i am thinking of u
When i saw tis piggy
I think of u
Think of ya keep sayin i pig
And i aso keep saying u r pig
Cos u like to slp
Slp so much
Till scare me
Scare wad happen to u
Cos my grandma is cos of slp den die de
I dun wan u to leave me

Tis is the time
When me and my cousin went IMM
And while shopping
I thinking of u again
So intend to buy u tis panda
To acc u when u r bathing
But in the end
Tis little panda
Got extension on his hands and ears
So poor thing
And u used one time and stop using

Tis is the time
U buy tis box of chocolates for me
I remember tat time i am sick
So u ask me dun greedy
Go eat tat chocolates
Den i tell u
I den not greedy
I realli keep it for months
Nv even touch it
And display on my shelf
Onli till ya go in
And i open and eat
While thinking of u
I realise the chocolates realli keep too long le

Tis is the time
When we quarrel again
U r running around finding me
I remember u run around to find me
And said if cannot find me
Den u r not going back home
And i used eyeliner to write words on the seat
U aso took tis photo
I will nv forget hw hard u try to find me
I am realli touched

Tis is the time
When u took tis
Coming to CP to find me
Wanna pass it to me
But sadly u cannot come in
And i keep asking u
Wad u buy for me?
U said dun wan tell me
In de end u told me
And aso said u shall eat it yrself
And i forbid u
Saying is u buy for me de lei
So i dun care
I must eat it de
So i went yr hse to eat

Tis is the time

U buy chocolate for me

When u r working

Though the chocolate is melt

And it is a dark chocolate

But it still taste so sweet

The best chocolate i ate b4

Tis is the time

I buy tis cake

Represent us

Eat it part by part

Eat their eyes den the body

U aso gif me one of the eye

Tis is the time

When my nottiness appear

Put yr bro's bear high up the curtain

Tis is the time

Aso the 1st time

I recieve a valentine bday

And u told me

I gif u a small doggy

Now u returning me tis big doggy

Asking me to tak care of it

Sometimes i still talk to tis dog while on the phone wit u

And make u jealous i treat tis doggy better den u

And u act cute to me

Said i muack doggy

Nv muack u

And u sad sad

Tis is the time

When i am angry wit u

And u come find me

I asked u

If u dun wan me to angry

Den let me do wad i wan?

Can?

And u realli agree

So tis is the time

When u agree

And i start putting on make up on yr face

And tie yr hair

And aso put belt on yr waist

U still remember i always ask u to do something when u make me unhappy

Ask u to mak the sha jiao sound?

Which u keep on dun wan do de

And aso follow me saying the la bi xiao xin said de things

Tis is the time

When yr friends was playing arcade

Den me and u hide inside the neoprint there

And i start taking photos

Do u still remember we play the gun game 2gether?

The gun game aso show how much mo qi we gt

Today when i am eating mac

I thought of u

U r the one who noe which kind of french fries i prefer

And u went smashing the fries for me

I aso remember the time when we r eating dinner 2gether

U smash tat green bean which i said is cute

Making me sad sad

Wanna cry de

And i smash yrs back

And u smash mine again

Till i cannot tahan

And complain to yr mama

And u start saying i am a complaint queen

Yea

I dun deny we realli hab so much sweet memories b4

And i do realli everything u did for me

Only i nv mention it

When i am angry

I said till ya treat me very bad

But is just my anger words

I will nv forget hw gd u treat me

U really treat me very nice

I noe when u treat me not gd

Is cos u r on anger

Not u wan de

I understand all these

U noe i aso scared tat after u take off yr tagging

U will go clubbing wit yr friends

And no time for me le

U still remember i told ya b4?

When i suddenly missing from yr life

Hw u gonna find me?

U still remember hw i cried when u goin in

I nv cried like dat b4

But cos of u

I cried like dat 2 times

One is u goin in

And another time is when we break

I cried like dat in the toilet

Using music to cover my CRY

I noe maybe 2 u now

Cry is just normal

Cos u already see i cry so much times b4 le

Do u believe u r the 1st one who see me cry so much b4

U noe i nv cry in front of ppl

And hw seldom i cried

And do u noe i am so attitude

Till i dun say sry to ppl de

My close friends will noe tat de

U won noe hw attitude i am

Cos from the starting

I appear as another person to u

Which i dunno wad i will react like dat

Cannot treat u the way i treat others

Do u noe i am so into tis relationship?

Till i feel i am stuck here

Thus cos of tis relationship i realli cry a lot

But yet i cannot gif up

Cos i am stuck

Stuck cos of loving u

And cannot be hard hearted to u

Everytime when i am angry

U said sry or talk to me

I am okay le

But u noe if i angry to others

I mean wad i said

No friend mean no friend

Hais

Perhaps all these memories r goin to be past

Maybe we just ended tis way

No one saying break

But already on the breaking path

Sometimes i tell my friends abt us

Wad we quarrel abt?

And wad we do 2gether

They said we veri cute

I am thinking wha

We quarrel aso one form of cute way?

Takcarrie my ...

Saturday, October 25, 2008
10:58 PM

What love is all abt?

Someone told me

Love is when yr happiness x2, sadness lessen x2

Is my love life realli like dat?

Haiz

What is Love all abt?
All abt sadness?
Why others de relationship seems to be smooth?
While mine?
Is it cos we dun suit each other?
I read a magazine
It said when a couple quarrel
It dun mean the couple dun suit each other
But it is the time when the couple noe each other well
And also a chance to noe what each other is thinking abt

What is the right thing?
Can anybody tell me?
Somehw now i feel dat i cannot afford goin on a long relationship
Cos i am too emotional
Noe someone longer and longer
Being 2gether longer and longer
I dun bear to let it go
Hais ~
But wad is the point of finding someone u love
And just go for few months of relationship jiu break
I am feeling kinda low now
2day is my off day
One full day free
Dun need to work
But i wasted my off day
From i wake up waited for him to off work
Finally 4.30, he off work
I am so duper happy
Quickly jump out of my bed
And went to bath
Wanna make myself smell nice nice
Everything go on smoothly
Till he said the pic me and my friend took de is not nice
And the pic i took, nice de
Is cos of the photo effects
Wha...
A joke?
I dun find it a joke
But rather a insulting
U said it is just a small issue, a bit of thing
Why should i angry abt?
Yeayea
Perhaps i am too petty
But tis is the way i am
I am super duper senstive of my looks and weight
I mind hw ppl judge on me
ANd i hate negative comments and remarks
I wan everything of me to be good

And when u said wrong thing
Which make me upset
U dun even bother to apologise to me
Or tell me u r just joking
Or cheer me up
And u just left me in your parent room
When i come out
I saw u playing computer
And u saw me come out
U shut the door in front of me
WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT?
And next we quarrel using msg
And i said i wanna go home
Ask u to open the door
And u just open the door
And walk back the room
And scam the door
Is just like u r chasing me out of the hse

Hey
I am not someone who can tolerate everything u hab done to me
I have my limits too
I hab my dignity too
U did tat to me
In front of your family and friends
SO nice of u,rite?
Maybe u can said if love someone
U won care abt face or dignity all tat
But somehw is just a insult to me
A big big insult
Tell u
I dun owe u any things man
U hab no rights treating me like dat
Everytime when i angry
U said sry or talk to me 1st
I just forgif u le
I just taking things too easy
And heart too soft
So u r stepping over my head
Maybe wad i said is wrong
U r the one who r always right
U r the victim
Of cos
Everyone wanna speak good of themselves

All i can say is tat
2Day is such a disappointment
I am wondering
Wad all these abt?
Do i worth all these?
Y am i just stuck here?
Is he the right one for me?
What love is all abt?
Do love still exist btw us?
Hais
FUCK LIFE LA

Thursday, October 23, 2008
8:48 AM

Actually 2day dun wanna come sch
Due to ytd drink cough syrup
Den when wake up
My head dizzy dizzy
Feeling sleepy ~

But still drag myself to sch
As there is UT 2day
If dun go sch 2day
Will be wasted
As i still need to go sch
Feel i am such a gd gal
Is like 1 week 1 day already
Witout any ponning =0
Keep it up yea =)
Wanna avoid myself from ponning sch
Hees
Yeayea !!!
Next month i onli work few days nia
Specially requested
So i will be more free
More off days
And more time to rest
As well as more time to go shopping =o
Hees
So peeps
Ask me out next month yea =)
So my off days won't be wasted
Hees

O ya
I wanna save money
Realli must make it yea
No spending more than 100$ per week
Hees
=)

I am feeling tired le
All the best to those who are having UT 2day
INCLUDING me =)
HooHoo
I wanna eat cai fan 2day =o

Th3GaL
dun judge me ~

Monday, October 20, 2008
3:12 PM

My Boi =)

I love tis photo a lot =)

Do we look alike? L0L

Tired of my wordy blog
Here Few pictures to wake u all up
Hees
Lesson too bo liao le
Dun wanna listen
Shall spend my time edit and blog pic instead
Dun wanna waste my time on the faci
Argh !!!

A sucking day i got
Hai ~
Dun wanna mention wad has happened
All i could say is tat
Yes, maybe to u all is fun and dun mean it
But every fun and laughter from u
Is HURT ~
There is a limitation to everything
I hope i can put everything to a stop
I hab enough of it
All of yr laughters dismotivate my ongoing improvements
Other i am still fine
But for u
Pls has a limit yea

I am born the way i am
And being like tis is not i wan too
Hais ~
Shirley
Hold on to it
Dun let anything from makin u not confident
Belief in yrself
And strive for wad u wan
Self esteem, confidence, patient yea

Ltr goin to work le
Sian ~
Nth to do
I hate 2day lesson yea
Hate 2day FACI
I wanna pon, wanna pon

Who wan any inperfection in themselves?

Friday, October 17, 2008
9:50 AM

Hais ~
Another sad day for me
I hope i can strive
Strive not to let my classmates noe i am feelin sad now
Avoid thinkin wad has happened

When can i be a sunflower ne?
Noe is kenna funny to link myself to the sunflower
Hais
We quarrel ytd
Quite a serious one
All cos of "TRUST" tis word
I am sry tat i could not trust ya as in the past
I wan to trust ya too de
But ya the 2nd guy who lie to me le
My ex lie to me
And it cause a great impact to me
Which i told myself
Stop gettin into relationship to prevent i trust the wrong one again
And get hurt
So tat y i reject u in the past
But accept ya
Cos i feel tat ya r worth me takin another risk to check it up
But nv expect
My total trust on u can become now of half trust
And is hard for me to gain back the trust i hab in u
Even though i can
But do u noe
There is still lots of scars inside my heart
Which is hard to heal?
The hurt ya bring, is a lifetime
Is not i wan to forget
It can be forgotten
I wan to forget too
And restart over again
And do u noe the fear i am in?
Actualli all along i am in fear
Veri veri de scared
Scared i will be like Candy
And ya will be like Zhiyi like dat treat me
Cos u 2 are too alike
Makin more insecure
And i am afraid of anything can happen
Like last time ya nv scold at me b4
Nv so cruel b4
Nv said those hurtful thing to so jia lat to me b4
But yet u did
Like the hurt u said u gonna go and find a gf by tat day
And u realli did
And lying to me u r workin
When u r not
But actualli wit ya friends
Is so disappointin to noe the truth tat u rather be wit yr friend den me
Somehow sometimes i realli envy the couples around me
Their bf are so tender to them
I noe i cannot compare
And it cannot be compare
U hab yr gd points too
U r gd to me too
Think is maybe our thinkings still not tat mature
Therefore we will keep on quarrel ba

I am realli afraid of losing everything again
Tat feeling is scary
I dun wanna repeat the history
Doing those foolish things again
Pls let me hab a way out
I learnt from u and tis relationship
Bf is not everything
Life need friends too
I used to gif up all my friends for u
And wen we break
U noe hw i suffer outside?
Alone?
I used to hab a lot of friends
But cos of tis relationship
My friends become lesser and lesser
Though maybe my friends cannot be compared to the bonds u hab wit yr brothers
But they still my friends
They are the ones who share the sadness wit me
Witout them
Hw can i face all the hurt alone?
When u r sad
U do wan someone to care for u
Rite?

Haiz !~
I dunno wad should i do now?
Realli in confusion
Wad will be the rite way out for us?
Break or not?
Frankly speaking
I am touched by wad u say ytd
Though tears keep rolling down my face
When u r fierce to me
I hate the attitude u used on me
But noeing hw much u did for me
And hw i finally meant to u
I do realli appreciate
Yes ~
We 2 are truly in love
But we keep having problems and problems again
Should we end it?
Stop the pain we 2 been through
Maybe i am selfish ba
I should make the move to break
To prevent u being sad
As ppl always say
When u love someone
U wan him to be happy
So if i let go of him
He can be happier
Why not?
Yes
Cos of u
I get a lot of hurt
Y not get one last hurt to break wit u
And stop the hurt we r suffering?

Gif me some time to think abt it ba
I realli hope there is a solution
And i dun wan boiboi and galgal to become the legend
Or become the past memory
U noe?

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
3:06 PM

My belt loosens slowly.

Reminders of you stay freshin murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,when the sun shines again.It's frightening when all I knowfalls apart.

And all I know is you.Hunger squeezes me tighter.My soul sags with exhaustion.

Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.Weeping intensifies my anxiety.

Can tomorrow come without you...here today?

The cheap chandelier falls on my face.

The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.

Pain is unrecognizable.

All I knew was you.

You.

My love.

Hurts are beyond words
Words can nv describe them
Is by the experience

Promises are meant to be made?
Who will wan to break the promise when they are not unhappy or waD?
Ask yrself y will u break the promises last time ne?
Ya do it on purpose or accidently de?
Is aso cos of sadness,rite?
When u r sad
Maybe is hard to think abt those promises ba
Maybe u can said i changed?
Realistic make me changes
I dun wan to
Cos i am afraid
Afraid of i cannot face the fact of losing u
Few times of experience
I noe the feeling of losing u
And whether i can tak it or not?

I am sad eventually
Sad cos of the date being del
Even those they are just few numbers
But it just meant a lot
But u said i am the one who del 1st
Think is computer error ba
Maybe i used my bro de laptop
So the nick is different ba

Tell u tis ba
I will jealous if any gals wanna snatch u away from me
But i won go and scold them or wad
Cos i dun wan mak things difficult to u
I will scold them behind their back but not in front of them
And moreover i dun wan district ya too much le
Scarly i realise if i go scold her
U will end up siding her
I will be more sad
So rather i keep it inside my heart
And is aso a test for us
Been through for abt 1 yr le
Another gal can catches yr heart
I aso hab nth to say
Maybe i am just not gd as her ba
I will still sad and disappointed
After been through so much
Yet u will choose another gal

But i hab the trust in u
Just like u hab in me
If u wanna noe the ans
Tat if u r close wit other gal
Will i sad or not?
I tell u tis
I will sad
But i aso wan to let u noe
If i eat wit other guy
Is not i realli wan de
Is cos of no other gals there

I admit sometimes i will feel insecure
As there is always gals around u
Gals brought out by yr friends
But wad can i do even i sad?
Can i ask yr friends dun bring those gals out?
Or ask u dun go out wit yr friends whenever there is gals?
Cannot,rite?
If i gonna do tat
We will quarrel again
And making things difficult for u again

I learnt i gonna be mentally prepared for things who might happen
I hab one friend
She recieve a call from her family
Saying her pet dog die
And she burst into tears
She said the dog is still okay tat morning de
See ~
Everything seems okay de can happen too
I understand her feeling for losing her pet dog
If i am her
I will be sad too
Losing a dog which is like a family member to me
And the bonding will be there
And the habit of having it wit me
The memories we gt
Is realli sad for ppl to take it
But tat is life
Life is always tat cruel
It makes me afraid of getting a puppy too
I am afraid of facing the fact tat i lose it
As well as i start to afraid of losing anyone around me
A dog can cause a big impact to ppl
Why not a human?

Ytd celebrating SQ bday o
Hope she enjoy it
Despite the surprises we wanna gif her failed
Cos of each mouth of us
Is kenna funny na
1st is belbel
Told her we goin eat at cck park
Then next is me
Suddenly said eddy gt come when we lie to her he nv come
Den next is clarence
Said alson gt come when we lie to her he nv come
So every plan fails yea
Haas

We aso damn bad na
Put lots of foods on her plate
And put cake onto her face
hees
I am so afraid she will put on my face
Lucky i gt mental prepare
So when i saw her digging the cream
I pull rosebel
And we 2 ran away 1st
Haas
Lucky nv kanna any cake =)
Hees
Somemore when we wanna light the cake
We ask her to go far far
Den pretend she dunno we r giving her the cake
Lol
Den she realli go far far na
Waiting fer us to gif her surprise
Lol
Is so damn funny
Haas
I love my friends yea
Especially Rosebel and SQ

And randomly
I realise more and more ppl calling me sotong le
OMG
I gonna live the name of sotong
Arghhh
Y every class i go or which grp of friends i wit?
I everytime will get a nickname de?
Still remember my sec nick is zhu tou
Den ding ding long long
Den hey you
Den wad xiao meimei
Den dunno wad na
TOo much to remember
Lol
Now sotong

Haiyo ~
Do u ppl noe why i put the msn nick i wanna be like sunflower?
Even though is sound funny
But i realli hope to be like her
A sunshine who ppl see le
Will feel she is happy
Do u even see ppl use sunflower when she sad?
It represent sun, brightness, happiness, cheerful, and sunshine
I wan to let ppl see the happy me
Always be happy yea

Now i realise my life is no life
Keep schoolin and working
I wanna go sentosa when i free yea
Suddenly hab the urge of goin some places tat has sunshine
I wan to be a sunshine gal yea =)

Monday, October 13, 2008
11:10 PM

Fuck life ~

Sian
2day gt to go work after sch
Was damn tired now man
Somemore no sales de na
Pls gif me sales next time yea

Hai ~
Why?
Why the happiness can't just stay there for gd?
Witout any unhappiness goin on again
Explain and explain
Trying and trying
Disappointed and disappointment
I am just abt to go crazy
Why can't i keep on praising my life ne?
Hw happi am i wit u?
Whenever i start praising
Bad things come yea
I realli hope we can just keep on qian jiu each other
Keep in going yea

Gonna play typing game wit my dear dear le
Dunno hw is his performance le?
Think he surely gt keep on practising de
If lose to him
aso can lose to too nan kan
Or else ltr he sure laugh at me de =(

Sunday, October 12, 2008
12:50 AM

Today i off work earlier to celebrate for belbel de bday
Kenna feel quite bad
But i realli hope i can mak her day happy
As is her 18th bday
And i understand wad 18th yr old the bday mean to gals
Somemore i heard tat she quarrel wit her bf
So mak me wanna mak her happier
But was kenna pissed off
As the plan is not well organised
Like wadever thing i planned is not carried nicely
Somemore the timing too
I went to punch card to get ready to Bugis
But yet the others still at home
But even though i am pissed off
I got to calm down
Cos is rosebel bday
I must gif face to her
But actually after 2day
I feel better after knowing she enjoyed her bday
And i aso get to know hw gd my new friends are
They are really nice person
Even tat person who i think is very bad
Make me feel tat tat person is actualli not tat bad
I noe tat person is feelin veri sad cos of relationship
But tat person dun wanna say out
Though is quite disappointing y tat person dun wanna share
Since we r all friends
But is understandable ba
Like for my relationship problem
I aso dun like to share wit other ppl
But hope keeping it to heart will be better ba

2day some of my friends are quite drunk
Seldom see ppl drunk de
Now i noe the feelin of the ppl being not drunk
Haas
Hope Shiqi is feelin better
Wondering why she drink so much?
Is it cos she is feeling low?
Hope she will feel better after drinking ba =)
Dun like seeing my friends sad sad o
Hope everybody around me will be happy =)

And also hope belbel will enjoy her bday yea
Gd luck to her

When i online
my dear dear send me tis

We turn away to face the cold, enduring chill, as the day begs the night for mercy love. The sun so bright it leaves no shadows, only scars, carved into stone on the face of earth. The moon is up and over One Tree Hill we see the sun go down in your eyes.

I keep reading
Wondering wad it mean
Thought is love poem or wad
But actualli is the link i sent him
Competing who type the faster the game
And he go and copy the passage
And practise by sending online msg to me
Funny rite?
Thought he will find the game boring
But in fact
He keep practising na
So funny na him
And so cute of him
Hees
My dear dear is getting more and more cute le
Hees

These days i am wondering
Will there be a day when a couple 2gether
And one of them fall in love wit another people?
But i think it won apply to me
As how can i bear leaving my cute dear dear
I admit i does fall in love wit guys who are good looking
Or sad when they love another person
But think i love them cos of their look ma
And when noeing each other better
jiu won like le
But for me and my dear dear
I love his character
Love the way he is
Even if i found someone better looking than him
But the memories we had
Won be so easy replaced de
And those gd looking guy aso cannot replace the actions he did
And hw cute he is
And the laughter he bring to me
He nv feel to make me laugh
Pondering is he think the same way as me?

4 wrds i wanna say to him
I really love u

Friday, October 10, 2008
2:01 PM

Paiseh for the late late update
Let me tell u my day for my 1st day being 18th yr adult =)
Haas
Tat day we wanna go escape de
But when we reach JE
We den realise is not opened =(
So we went to chinatown de K box
Realli had a great time there
And a miracle
Tat wang zhi keep on shouting? Or singing?
Haas
And they went to get me a bday cake
So touched
Hees
Wow
So happi tis yr i gt 3 cakes in my 18th bday
And gt all my sweet sweet friends and loved ones wit me
Hees
Den after tat
We went to sentosa
And we played volleyball
Tat wang zhi be our coach man
And poor us
Get blue black on our hands man
But is fun
And aso can lose fats de hor

Tat all for my bday
And now wang zhi is gone for his ns
Hees
My dear classmates aso went to get me a banana and ben and jerry ice cream
Thanks thanks
hees
Love everyone around me =)

Hees
Tml gonna celebrate for rosebel bday
Hope it will be an enjoyable 18th bday for her too
Hees
O ya O ya
Ytd acc dear dear to polyclinic
He aso acc me to buy prepaid card
and O yea
I changed my number
Eeeeeeeeeee
My tat dear dear keep sayin i am kaypo
Kaypo gt wrong meh?
And i am not,okay?
Haiyo =(

Sunday, October 5, 2008
9:31 PM

She is feeling happy =)
Who is feeling happy?
Me me me ~
YES ME ~

Lol
Tis few days i realli hab a great days
Like ytd de ytd
My sisters they all celebrate bday for me yea
Brought me to a high class restaurant
Wow
And
A bday cake for me
Thanks them so much
And sry for goin home early
Was realli veri tired tat day
LOve u all yea
Realli enjoy myself man
Hees
And was realli glad tat even we leave our sec sch
But our friendship is still there
Some of them hab been wit me for 6 years o
Hees
I realli miss the days i hab wit them in sec sch

O ya
On tat day
My dear dear secretly go town and buy my dream necklace for me yea
Haiyo
I should not ask for his opinion when pass by the shop
Or even tell him wad i like man
Is like hai
Heart pain pain to see him buy for me
Love him so much yea
For doting on me so much wor =)

Hees
And now he celebrating bday for me yea
=)
Hees
And he secretly go buy me a bday cake wor
The cake is so nice na
And today he is so nice to me na
Though other days he aso veri nice to me
But 2day is the best
Cos he nv bully me much
And he keep listen to wad i say yea
Hees
And his sweet little bro
Bought me a present too =)
Wow
Feel so touched na
His little bro
Still will do something for me
Saw tat cute little toy
And thought of my bday
Den buy tat as my gift
So sweet of him na
I feeling so so happi now o

so happy o
I feel so fortunate wor =)
Is beem long i hab yet so happi wor =)
Shall post all my presents after my bday as a memories =)

hees
Tis yr the bday i feel so damn xin fu na
Like celebrate quite a number of times
Wit my sisters
Wit my dear dear
Haas
tis two days i already ate 2 times of cake le
Dunno will there be more cakes
Lol
Hees
Thinkin abt cake
I jiu recall how we play wit the cake during my sec sch
So damn fun na +)
Wees
shall stop here man
And go to pei my dear dear le o
Tata =)

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Thursday, October 2, 2008
2:13 PM

I can say tat tis few days i really enjoy it
If it can remains like dat always
I will be more than happy
He is kenna sweet to me nowdays
Hees
Everytime think of him
I could not bear it
But smile
Thinking abt he has those bruises on his body and face
I feel so funny
Thought wad happen to him
But in fact he having westling wit his bros
Funny na Him
Always behave like a kid de
Haiyoyo
Hees
Dunno y he like won grow up de lei
Today is his 1st day of work
Shall wish him good luck here yea =)
Hope it won be too tough for him

And realli sry too
Nowaday like mak him unhappy o
Promise him not to be drunk
Yet i nv keep my promise
I am so sorry

Hees
Ytd i cook foods yea
Wit my dear cousin
Hees
A busy and challenging task for us
Wooo
But the end result not so bad na
Then after cookin
I cab down to bring the foods to him
Cos i dun wan waste time on transport
Wanna spend more time wit Him
Plus i dun wan the foods to get cold
Hees
Like a laopo cook for laogong na

Today
I wish upon zhi yi and his gf patch too
2day recieve a call from his gf
She sound so sad na
Heard she like dat
I also so sad o
Become no moods le o
I noe the pain she is suffering
Hope she will be back to the happy her too
Ltr i gonna meet her
Tml is her N lvl
Hope i really gd enough to cheer her up
And motivate her to study hard
Study is related to her future
Dun be of a relationship
And waste 10 plus years of hardship
Even though it is easy to say
But wan to do it
It will be damn difficult
May god gif her strength to be strong

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