~SHIRLEY~

Wednesday, February 27, 2008
11:36 PM

Hai ~
Still havin sore throat
Today work at Taka o
So sian
And today a suay day for me xia
My legs gettin more and more blisters
All cos of tat tupi shoes
And throat still pain
And also feel dizzy today
As i nv eat from 12pm to 11pm
Somemore still tak wrong train
Hai
Y am i always the pathetic one?
Always tak de wrong train lo
Damn damn angry xia
Hai
But lucky still gt 2 sales man
Hai
Yea yea
Tml off day
Weee
So happi
But also sad xia
Now my money is so limited
Cannnot go shop shop le
Hai
Is the start of savin money le
Shall try not to eat to save money
His birthday comin le lo
So money needed
So tml off day
I shall go to sell ice cream to earn extra ba
And if sat nv work
Den i go factory work
Haha
To get the $$$ ready for his birthday
Must jia jia you to save and earn money
Wanna mak him de most happiest birthday boiboi
Hehe
Won afraid to rite all my sadness and secret here
Cos he dunno my blog
Wahaha
Cos i noe if he noe i don't want eat and go and save money
Just cos of his birthday
He shall won want de
So cannot let him noe man
Hehe
Nite everybody
Goin to meet him at lala land le
Keke
A guy dat come to my life is enough to break us apart le
Pls dun come de another one
Go for other gal den
I am not de right gal fer anybody
Even frien onli
Can also break us apart
Cos i dun wan him to lose confidence
And i also dunno hw to mak him confident again
And i noe eu guys can let go of me easier den him
And lack of me as one of yr girl friend
Is not different
Cos yr love for me is just temporary
Not as deep as his love towards me

What is Love?
When ppl said they love euu, do they realli does?
Sometimes i does even met wit ppl
Who does not noe me at all
See me at all
And they said they love me
Wanna me be their Gf
Do u find it funny?
Even buyin somethin
U need to see hw it look like
But finding gf
Don't u need to noe hw yr future gf look like?
Lol
I just could not ppl can fall in love in such a short period
Guys always said they will love dat gal forever
But when de gal reject them
They find a new one veri soon
Or when de gal hab not become their gf
They will treat them as treasure
But once they become their gf
They will soon become their grass
I am wonderin
Whether there is any everlastin love
Dat both couple can treasure each other?
Love is like a maze
Is hard to noe wad it is abt?
Different ppl has different perception towards it
Maybe findin someone who has the same perception as euu
Is de one u lookin fer ba ~

Wha
Throat is gettin more and more pain
Due to mui greediness lo
Go eat KFC
Somemore still eat chilli lei
Haha
He said i am like a babe
Dunno hw to tak gd care of muiself de
Still say i greedy lo
He also ma
Fan tong o
Kekes~
Wha
So pain
Hope tml my voice will be still there man
Tml workin again xia
Hai yo
If nv work
Den maybe can join them to Howard's birthday
Though there is mani ppl there
And mani of them i dunno
But i noe i won be left around
As long as euu are there
But nvm den
Shall resign to fate
Go for my work xia
Businesswoman yea ~
Lol
Fan Fan Fan
Dunno wad should i get for yr birthday present
Today go walk alone and find tis and tat
Although gt ideas
But still cannot decide on which to purchase
Hai yo
But anyway today lunch wit huimin and xiao rui
Happi man
So long nv see huimin le
Somemore still gt xiao rui de acc to my work end
Hehe
Still gt 2 sales yea
Hope my pay will come soon man
And hope i can earn more more for the IT show
Lol
Alson .....
I start missin euu
Lols
Think of ya mak me wanna laugh at yr tupi acts
As for the eddy
Go and die la
Always argue wit me
Dun come dun come lo
Arghhh
Better dun let me see ya at the IT show huh
Hehe
But somehw miss the day we all drink at tat kopitam
And i am bein recognised out the other day
Lol~
Love IT show
Cos there is my belongin
And i noe Alson won scold me
Heez
If he does, den i dun wan friend him le
Lol
WEeeee ~~~~~~
Hope my throat can recover soon
And more $$$ come in to me
More sales more commission more $$$
Wahaha
I am gettin greedy =x
Cos my $$$ realli little le
Already spent so much b4 i get the pay
Should be careful in money
Should not anyhw spend le
Must think wisely
Hehe
Dunno when can i learn to save money ne?

Th3Gal (misses)

Sunday, February 24, 2008
11:06 PM

Hai
I fallin sick again ~
Now sore throat and fever
Somemore mood has been veri low
Although tis few days i am happi wit ppl acc me at home
But behind dat smile
Her heart is bleedin
And realli beri sad
Even i cried
I dun wan let euu noe
Ytd went to yr hse
So happi cos i gt 2 sales
But euu treat me coldly
Cos euu noe i am goin out wit him today
Euu speak to dat gal even more to ya speak to me
I thought when we r onli two together
Euu will talk to me
But u does not
I realli feel like cryin out le
But to prevent me from cryin in front of ya
I told euu i am goin home
But while i am on my way walkin home
My tears began to drip down
Hai
I realli feel like cryin loud
It realli hurt me when euu treat me so coldly
Hai
So cos of euu
I stayed at home and nv go anywhere
And ya went to yr friend's birthday celebration
Although i am realli bored at home
And ya also gt ask me Go
But i will feel uncomfortable too
Sry to be such a spoiler
Hai
Thought after tis
Our misunderstandin will be cleared
But today i am sad again
I wanted to plan yr birthday wit eu
But u said u might go to work or wad
Realli feel hurt
I noe u dun mean it
COs is ya 1st time
Ya dunno how to react
I realli dunno how
Y our relationship like become worse and worse?
Just cos one more person get into my life?
U wan me not to meet up wit him
And also ask me to say i gt someone in mind le
But he also nv say he like me
I am just a gd friend to him
Hai
I realli dunno hw
Y things will become like dat?
Thought if we r not bf and gf
Tis type of things won happen
But it still happen
PLS
Hold me tight and dun let it get worse
Hai
Sry to someone too
I lie to euu
But i hab no choice

Friday, February 22, 2008
11:47 AM

Hey ppl out there
Tell euu wad
KENZO is such a lousy brand
But sadly i work under it now
Yea...
I tryin my best to leave tis Fuckin job
Poor management i can said
And those manager and boss there are wierdo
Havin a big mouth who is so free
And wanna find someone to scold
Sadly i am one of the victims bein scolded
19 Feb
I work at centrepoint
There is realli no customers
Even there is customers
They go for the prada there de counter
As there is more choices
So i got zero sale tat day
And still get scoldin by tat bitch
Ask me go find out other compeitors de sales
I told her i left centrepoint le
Den she talk back
Said zero sale, i stil leave like dat
Realli mak me damn du lan la
Hey
zero sale mean dun need go home le meh?
Still accuse me izzit i nv gif customers sampling?
Den i said gt but no customers, i also no choice ma
Den keep wanna me go check other competitors sales
Den i told her check also no use ma
Den she said at least i can go home do reflection
F her la
Is our product lousy la
Den hack her xia
I told her i reach home le
If she wan, den i tml go check lor
Den mornin i report to her de zero sales again
And she ask me gocheck other competitors de sales
Which mak me so ps la
Ppl thinkin i am someone who go check out sales de
Den dun wan gif me
FUCK FUCK FUCK

And tis mornin
I am feelin so unwell
So i msg her, told her i not comin
And i found my replacement
Den she said she on leave
Ask me call big boss
So i msg big boss
Den tat bitch call back and scold
Did'nt i said call not sms
Hw i noe will be so serious or wad?
Fuck her la
From today onwards
KENZO is a company i realli hate
If one day i hab de chance to be successful
I wan kenzo tis brand to disappear in tis world
I realli hate workin here
I bet i am not de onli one who hate workin for kenzo
As almost all part timer quittin le
Fuck brand, fuck ppl, fuck management, fuck job
LAVONNE - I HATE EUU TO CORE
U tis bitch, dun gif me a chance to see euu again
I will mak yr life suffer

Monday, February 18, 2008
10:53 PM

Is been a while since i last blog le
currently de me is workin for kenzo
A job dat is so so sian de
Hai
As for today
I am fallin sick
And also sad and disappointed
The reason of why i dun wan to get into relationship
Cos i am not ready to commit my time to my partner
Like whenever i am free
I gt to meet Him
If like dat
I cannot even breathe man
I am afraid of tat le
And now even we r not bf and gf
I could not hab a peaceful day at home
yr mum called to ask me go yr hse
No matter hw i reject
She keep on askin
I feel so helpless xia
I am realli sick
But ya mum said i lie
Yea
I am forgetful dat i did ask u told ya mum i am not sick
Is so sad when i heard wad ya mum said
I am actualli cryin over de phone
But still act tough in front of euu
Even afternoon i also cried
Cos i am stress dat should i go yr hse or not
Cos i am realli tired and not feelin well
But afraid ya mum unhappy
Is been tough to pluck up my courage to tell euu
I not Goin
and u said huh...
Thought u would rather ask me stay at home and rest den go yr hse
U huh cos u could not get to see me
U mak me feel dat u dun reali care abt me
My health is not dat important den u could not see me
I am wonderin y am i de one who go and find euu
Thought there is always in and out
hai
I can see yr efforts become lessen and lessen
All i can said is
I am gettin more and more hurt and disappointment
And i am wonderin am i dat important 2 euu?

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