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~SHIRLEY~
Thursday, April 24, 2008
4:14 AM
It is 4.15am now
I stilll could not get to slp
Gastric is so so pain
Ytd night drank 5 bottles of vodka
And i vomitted at around 1 plus
Till now my gastric still so so pain
Make me unable to slp
Gastric pain is equal to my heart pain
While i am typing tis entry
I just vomitted again
So xin ku
Suddenly my stomach feel wierd and vomit out
Is my first time vomit cos of drinking
Last time i used to drink 5 bottles too
But yet still can tahan
Can feel dat my gastric is becomin realli bad le
Just now eat medicine
Still no better
I just see doctor last week
And she told me to go polyclinic check out
Actually suppose to go ytd wit the accompany of my cousin
But suddenly tis thing happens
Everything change
Even work i also nv go
ALl cos of wantin to find replacement
I cried when my colleagues reject me
But thanks felicia
She noe i am veri sad
So she cancel her church thingy
And when she called back
I am also cryin
Y i become tis state
Everyone around me also noe i am veri sad
I cried continuely tis 3 days after knowin his thing
EVeryday i wake up in de mornin
My eyes swollen
I just could not stop cryin
Ytd i drank in front of him
Cried in front of him again
I am so sorry
I noe i should not be sad in front of him
It will only add on to his sadness
But i jus could not control
I truly love him a lot
I cried cos he gonna leave me
Cos of the escape case thingy
They asked him to go court on monday
But now changed to fri le
How can i live without him ne?
I will miss him a lot de
I wan him to feed me
Shower me wit care
Made me laugh
Pamper me
Said i am piggy
Sms me
Care for me
Stop me from drinkin cold stuffs
Play wit me
Watch show wit me
Go shoppin wit me
Accompany me
Gif me a listenin ear
I realli dunno wad de life will be like witout him
Fri is drawin nearer le
How?how?how?
I dun bear him
No matter wad i will wait fer him de
I wan to cycle wit euu
Is our promise
Boiboi, i love eu loads
Galgal(heart is feelin cold)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
3:00 PM
Wha
Again ~
It been long time seem i last blog
Well
Now i am currently schoolin and workin at the same time
Ppl who noe me well
Should noe i love spendin money
So now i must work hard to earn more
So i CAN SPEND MORE?
And fer me and him?
Things become more and more stable le
Haha
More less time for each other
As i need to study and work
And he aso need to work
But we promised we will use our free time to meet up de
Hei
Miss him so much
My baby boi =X
Hai
But there one thing dat make me upset
I felt neglected
For why i felt neglected in sch?
I dun wanna bring up
Is not cos of my current class
Hai
Things always changes
I miss the time we gals together
Th3Gal