Friday, August 10, 2007
6:15 PM
2day nv go sch wor
so around 1 like tat go gym wor
hope i can de effect faster
2day jog for 40 min
den after tat went to woodlands
to tak thing from mui cousin
was so tired man
hai
also feel beri lonely in tis world
he went to malaysia
ad nv call me or msg me
is it he dun love me anymore?
izzit de qns tat i ask wit no such intention
mak me could not stand it
and goin wit tat decision?
i can feel tat he is not as last time so care abt me le ba
should not say not care
is say would not be tat sad even we break
may be cos we gt break b4
therefore another break also won make any diff ba
hai
dunno la
so confused
dunno wad should i do too
gif up or continue
i noe i should be lucky as i gt de chance to choose mui decision
but sometimes i felt tat decision made by others can be better
as de decision is he who make de
so even comin 2 regret
will also be him
stress also him
hai
dunno la
let just concentrate to work hard
to meet mui dream goal
ka0ri(aimless)