Monday, August 6, 2007
6:41 PM
Should i or should not?
A rejection is easy 2 mak
But
Separation is hard 2 mak
Realli hard 2
i realli dunno wad happen to moi
y?y?y?
i hab been repeatin myself so mani times
tat i dun understand myself
yayaya
how?
i onli noe tat i am not a gd person
realli feel tat i become bad to worse
why i become like tat?
i dun wan
i feel like myself is a devil
realli...
i realli hope someone will help me mak tis desicion
can be said tat a decision made tat concern mui future life
if de decision made is right
i will be happier den now
but if de decision is wrong
i cannot regret le
and unable to turn back
i might cos of unable to tak it
become mad
realli afraid of being de onli 1 to face difficulties
afraid of facin de new class myself
afraid of goin 2 sui meetin and duty
afraid of handlin stuff on mui own
i felt tat i am realli lonely
realli soler
how?
wad can i do?
i realli afraid of there is nobody concernin me anymore
and
nobody 2 find to share mui problems and sadness
felt tat friends suddenly become so limited
not noein who to find
i realli dunno
why i am born to be so tupi?
when facin relationship stuff
alwaez mak de wrong decision
and alwaez in dilemma
unable to mak decision without regrettin
but towards rejectin ppl tat i not realli noe
i can be so cruel
am i so useless?
WAKE UP
WAKE UP
mak yr own decision without regrettin lei
quick lei
quick lei
but wad if i mak de wrong decision
Make de wrong decision
den face it yr own la
why such a coward
hai
wonderin u r shirley or not
y become such a loser
dunno hw 2 mak decision
thought last time ya veri firm de ma
y become like tat?
yayaya
i also dunno
ka0ri(confused)
