Monday, October 1, 2007
4:11 PM
Later i will be meetin mui cousin
Feelin still sucks as usual
It allows me to realise tat even u keep de secrets close to yr heart
but it still cannot decieve others
Facial expression can tell
I learn to forgoes
Learn to hold mui temper
Not to be so da xiao jie like in de past
To forgoes, to forget is realli hard
I wish tat i can control muiself
switching sad to happy asap
and control de feelin i hab
even when i am sad
others won noe
in tis way
friends around me won be worried abt me
Worried tat i kept everything to muiself
and not share
i noe i am not lonely when u all are around
i am realli glad tat u all care so much abt me
make me realise tat i am not nobody
i am someone euu all care
me too
i dun wan to be always sad
i am afraid to be always sad and make euu all sick and tired of console me
i felt tat i am so weak
everything onli noe hw 2 cry
cannot let go de meh
so weak
hate being weak
y others hab not encountered wit so much problems as euu
is just hw u face it
take it easy man
ka0ri ` i am lost in the jungle `
a tree make me fall
~ defeated ~
