~SHIRLEY~

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
11:19 AM

Conflicts in love and hate

To or not to ~

It been 7 days i nv blog le
So i should summarize today
Lots of things happened
Finally he is out
But hab to go to report on 28 jan again
Another day to worry and everything will be over
And i also quit my job
Farewell to Denise the wine shop
Is been 5 months i was workin there
So unbearable
But truth hidden inside the heart
THings that seems on the surface
Hab meanin underneath it
But let the bygones be bygones
I shall enjoy the days without workin

O ya
Ytd halfway ponten sch
And we went shoppin at bugis
Fellows involved
Me, huining, cheryl, ben and lister
Wha
The 2 guys tat out wit us
Was de 2 i hab conflicts wit b4
But after ytd
My impression change towards them
THEY ARE GREAT PERSON
Of cos so do huining and aizhi
Hehe
Love them lots

Was shocked tat he is behind me
And asked me to go play pool
So i Go
Even though is so wierd
I am the onli gal out of 4 guys
But hard to reject

Maybe things get better
But i still wanna remain as single
Dun i just dun wanna get into a relationship
I noe i am not suitable for one
So i shall let it go
Maybe i decided
Or maybe no..?
Hai
Dun talk abt it le
So confusin



Wooo
I enjoyed a lot ytd
Haha
Me and huining keep on tryin on bikini
Haha
Make me so tempting of buyin one soon
Hehe
I should buy one by this week
And go sentosa on tis sun
Hehe
Wit my sunglasses
Gt to get a new one too
Cos dun realli like the sunglasses i bought
Wow
Gonna spend again

Hah
Den we shop around
Play arcade 2gether
Drink tea
Try on clothin
And ....

Fun fun fun
is been long time i hab not enjoyed myself so much le
But i noe more of tis days will be comin soon
Cos holiday is comin
And i am single now
Shall treasure friendship
Cos onli wit friends around
Den my life will be wit colours
And not lost my ways
And find all my friends gone
When someone is gone in my life

Gals

....

LET GO OUT TOGETHER ~

Monday, January 14, 2008
11:24 PM

B4 i start bloggin
I wan to apologise to someone 1st
I am sorry !!!
I noe today i should not show attitude
Cos i was feelin realli sucks inside
So decide to blog
But suddenly ya tap on me
I thought is who xia
Sorry for not able to control myself
Hope u can understand

Today after sch
Went to repair my phone
Why so much suay stuffs happen to me de
Things inside will be gone again
Again sentimental msg gonna missin
Sick and tired to start anew again

I called but cannot get through
Maybe it means serious business now le ba
Was listenin to cha yi dian now
Tis is the song which u ask me to listen
And tis song make me recall of ya shed yr tears cos of me
When i am abt to leave eu
U asked me to stay stay stay
Hai
I hardly say i miss someone de
But dunno why i will start to say tis kind of words le
Even to gals, i also can said tat le
Last time even my bf and my love
I won said i miss them de
But now i start sayin i miss my love, my friends
Now i realli miss ya
MISS tis word is realli hard to say out
When i said it out
It mean i realli mean it
Hai
Actualli i could not expect y will i meet wit someone again?
I told myself i dun wanna get into relationship anymore le
But dunno y i am so worried and concern abt u
When u r nobody to me
Maybe bein boiboi and galgal
Realli mak us fall in love in each other?
Hai
We both hab our reason not to get into relationship
But even u r not my bf
I will still concern and care abt u de
Cos i remember when i am down
U r the one who mak me happy
Mak me feel i am not alone
And even promise to mak me happy everyday
And will treat me as yr gf
So we from fake bf and fake gf
Become boiboi galgal le
And the way we noe each other also beri de wierd
At 1st just noe for fun
But ended up
Contact for 1 month plus le
And i believe it will still go on de
No matter hw long ya go in
I will not forget eu de
none of ppl is passerbys of my life
They are all precious to me

I noe love is hurt
So i won think of gettin into relationship or wad
But all i wan now
Is u dun need to go in
Or at least come out fast
Den we shall let the nature tak it course ba
Continue our story of boiboi and galgal
Till each of us meet the person we love?
Hais
Wad u r doin now ne?
~~~~~~~

Dun wan to shed tears for sadness but for happiness
It will onli happen when u come out soon
I wan my gd nite msg
Th3Gal

All i noe is tat he is reportin today
At 3pm
He said tat if i could not get through him at night
Mean ...
Hai
I can't wait till night
Realli anxious
Hai
Feel like runnin away
But how?
Hai
He asked me not to worry
But how?
Dun wan ytd night is the last day we met
Dun wan ytd to be the last day we talk on phone
Dun wan ytd to be the last time u gif me a surprise
I still wan to master the pool
Be yr disciple
And win u by my own hands de lei
Hope nth happen ba ~

Saturday, January 12, 2008
3:34 PM

Everything over yea ~
Good for Him
I rather leave him 1st
Rather than making him feel miserable
I know he will she bu de me if he go in
So might as well mak him hate me ba
So he won be so miserable
Less one person to she bu de
Indeed we become beri ... le
My attitude change towards him
Actualli i feel like seein wad u written in the notebook de
But better not ba
Dun wan change my mind le
Make u feel tat i am bad now
Leave u 1st ba
Den scarly the day u come out
See me wit other guy
I cannot hundred percent confirm the few years u not wit me
I will wait for u
And won meet anyone i like
Cos i am in no position to do tat
And the time is so short
Is too little time for me to test my feelin towards u

Plus we r people from diff world
We are not compatible at all
So wad maybe we like each other?
We won last in the end too de
Dun wanna hab any failure de relationship anymore
And now by leavin u
I can see hw important am i
You won use millions of reasons to mak me stay
U onli wan me to leave
I know the reason behind
U just dun wan me to feel hurt
But i just could not understand
I noe u care a lot for me
But why not try to show it through actions?
U said u dunno hw
But u does not even try
Hai
No point sayin anymore
Decision is made
I shall perservere on
Dun change it
Just hope tat u will get light sentence
Maybe one day ya will learn hw to care for ppl ba
I know ya should hate me now ba
But hate me is better than both of us gettin hurt
One has to xi sheng for the relationship to end
Everything need 2 hands to clap
So i shall be the one who clap 1st
Maybe u won noe wad am i thinkin?
Just thinkin since i wan to leave u
Den leave lor
But hai
I won regret for wad i hab done for u
Cos .........

Story ended....

Thursday, January 10, 2008
11:54 AM

Sch is realli damn borin de

Wonderin wad will be the result ne

Tis pic can describe hw i feel now

Worried?

Troubled?

Confused?

Disappointed?

They are all hidden

Not to let others see

Dun wan others to see my facial expresion

Dun wan tell others hw i feel too

Cos i am in dilemma too

Dunno hw to explain my feelin

Dun wan de world of black and white

Wanna colours to my life

Thanks fer someone de advice
Ask me not to think and worry too much
Taught me not to be so silly
Hai
Maybe just like wad others said
I get cheated easily
Cos i tend to believe in ppl
Things i nv think b4
Ppl asked me why should i worry so much for him
When he does not even care?
And i also not important person to him ma
Ya lo
Yes
I am not a important person to him
I am just nothin
If he treat me as someone important
Why don't he heed my advice?

Hai
He is goin to report tml le
Hope for the better ba
Maybe wad someone said is right
I should treat him as a normal friend
Not cos something happen to him
Den show so much concern or wadever

I realli wonderin hw important am i to u
Words shown
But actions not shown
Nth is as powerful as actions,rite?
If u realli care for me
And i realli so important 2 u
Why ya seldom call me ne?
Even ya wanna go in le
Ya nv ask to go out wit me
I think there is no such reason as shy ba
Is just tat i am not important
I hab so much de heart matters to tell euu
Sometimes i realli get pissed off
Hate the way being treated
Like i am nobody
I realli dunno hw to express myself now
I onli left wit disappointment, sadness towards u
Even i am realli disappointed on tat day i went to yr didi's hse
I dun wanna tell euu
And u said u acc me but dunno wad to say
Hai
Not tat i am calculative
I just feel like i am nobody
When i step into tat hse
U walk straight inside de room
And a stranger like me
Where should i go?
I onli can stand there still
Is like so...
Okie
Den next yr friend ask me go find u
Okay
I go
And after tat i was left alone in the kitchen
Nth to do
And a while ltr in the room
While everybody is eatin
U as someone who care the most abt me
Does not even ask whether i wanna eat ma
Even though i won eat
But is jus a normal way of concern
And next ya suddenly need to go out
So i went off too
U think i nv heard u shoutin
Is just tat i am too angry to ans u
My feelin is always being neglected
And okay
Ytd ne?
We was chattin on the phone
But halfway ya suddenly chat wit yr friend
Hey
If i am realli important
Tat is not the way ya should response
Hai
Dunno wanna say le
Shall just be normal
Care so much for wad
I learnt le
I will onli start to care back
If ya show me actions
I noe ya forever won see my blog de
As u dun even hab tis link
And if u r concern abt me
Won't ya feel curious when u noe i hab a blog?
HAI
Realli feel silly when thinkin back
Y should i cry so much?
Care so much?
Worry so much?
For someone i noe for 1 month plus
Plus not tat close
And someone does not tak u importantly
Thanks fer tat somebody to wake me up
Will go back to the actual me soon de

Sadness beyond control

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
11:32 AM

8 JAN 2008
Today nv go sch and went out to meet my love
At 1st, we r goin to town and drink de
But last min change
So go lot 1 onli
Saw xin yan there
She is still like the past
As cheerful
Was wonderin wad can we do lei
So i thought of buyin absolute vodka
But damn it de lor
So ex
70 plus
How can be...
So decide not to drink le
Drink wang zai milk better
Wit the wang zai xiao bun

After buyin our stuff
We planned to go to the park to hab our "picnic"
But Laughs
Lazy to walk so just sit anywhere
Laughs
Hehe
Dunno why me and my love become so calculative
Onli eat 2 of her xiao bun
Also must return back
O ya
She still owe me 85 cents
Lol
I am wonderin if we talk like dat and let other ppl overheard
They will think tat we r so ...
Onli we two understand each other
Haha

Opps
Den while walkin around lot 1
Suddenly feel like gifin him surprise b4 he go in
So went to more den words
Find things for him
So i bought him
A pencil case - to rite letters for me
Notebook - to rite his sadness and happiness inside
Ashtray - noe he gt smoke but hope one day he dun need to use it
6 piece of cards - note note
Magic pen - hehe... to rite the secret notes
Snow spray
Boxes
AND TIBITS
Some is wad i like de
Wanna him to eat full full le den go in
So after tat, we took cab down his didi's hse
And my love is so funny
I onli told her tat his didi's hse there gt song ka
Den she go and told the driver
We wanna go song ka
Laughs ~
And is so funny lo
The driver also shocked cos of her
And she can laugh till sprain her toes
But the time we reach there
We saw a unknown person up there
Thought the person is him
But is someone i dunno
And i still wave to him
Lols

So quickly rush to the nearby table
Write down notes inside the notebook and cards wit the magic pen
And rush to his didi's hse and put it outside the hse
At first we wanna spray the snow spray askin him to tak care
But realise is quite loud
So we run to the staircase and spray there
Last min i changed to spray be happy
but so saddenin
Onli spray till be
Den no more left le
So lousy de
So we quickly retreat and call him
He toot toot de
Thought i asked to come out and meet me
Den keep put down the phone
And call back
His mind is thinkin where am i
And nv realise tat wad i spray and the items i put outside

I just hope he is happy can le
Dun wanna him to cry
Hai
Happy tat he is touched
And surprised
But all is i did is just askin for a happy u
Wan u to be realli happy b4 goin inside
Realli scare the police will torture u
Hai
Hope u will be happy inside too

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
1:51 PM

Today nv go for sch
Is been 2 days i hab not slp
But still cannot get to sleep
Feel like drinking
Maybe ltr goin to UE square had a bottle of moscato ba

We msg each other in the mornin
He said his mother cried
Hai
He sure feelin beri sad now de
But i could do nothin
Felt so useless
Realli could not believe it is a reality
Nonono
Is another wierd dream i gt
Hw could be so zun de?
Pls la
Shirley
Stop dreamin
Wake up la
There is nth happenin
U r just imagine too much again
Now no doramon, no vampire to let u dream about
So u mak tis pathetic dream
Stop dreamin
U could nv go back to the sad sad u de
U r a happy person now
Think is cos i hab not been slpin
So keep dreamin abt tis wierd things
Should get a real sleep
And wake up
Ask ppl to slap me
Den i will realise tat i am thinkin too much
All the msg also fake de
Is yr imagination
Smile always
AND STOP DREAMIN

A day without gd nite msg
It means something is wrong
Ytd is the first day of sch
Went to sch
I was so damn tired
Den after tat went to work
Happy to noe vincent is not around
Onli me and Gary
At abt 8 plus
Went to buy some foods for myself and Gary
And come back use my laptop
He is gd to allow me to use my laptop there
While eatin and using my laptop
He called
I was quite happy to see him calling
But to my surprise
He said he gt bad news for me
Ask me not to be sad
Which is He get into trouble again
And need to go back
And need to go back
Means i goin to lose him
No gd nite msg every nite le
No one there carin fer me le
Is been hard to clear our misunderstandin
And get back to our usual self
But now i can't believe he will be gone again
I was talkin to him on the phone
Den Gary called me to come back
Said he need to go and tak stocks from Far East
At first is he asked me to go de
Think he noe i am feelin sad
So he off he went

By the time i called back
He ran out le
I told him not to do tat
But he nv listen
Hai
He won listen to me de
I realli could not tak control myself
And burst out into tears through the phone
And maybe it is the 1st time i cried in front of ppl
I usualli can hold it back
Or run to the toilet and cried
Den come back de
But now i could not stop it
I just keep on crying
So Gary asked me to go home
And ask me to advice him to go home
So i quickly rushed home
Prepared myself and tak cab down to his didi's hse
I dunno why when i get to see him
I dare not say anythin
And dun dare to show him the powerpoint i did
hai
Is also disappointin
Maybe i should not come
Feel some sort of extra
There is nth to talk abt
And he like does not realli care abt my exist?
Or he being shy again?
To me
I will nv accept ppl being shy
I onli noe if tat someone is important to eu
Eu should treat her differently from others
I hate ppl to say sorry to me
Cos i dun like to see the mistakes ppl done
I asked for perfect
Not mistakes

At abt 1 plus
He and his friend is goin to meet wad big person la
So we went off 2gether
I was the 1st to walk out
Without sayin gdbye
Cos anger and disappointment is there
I was havin fever and my head is giddy
But all i think is tryin my best to ask eu to go back home
But the moment i step into yr didi's hse
I noe it is impossible
I can heard him shoutin many times
" Gal Gal "
But i don't want to care abt him
But heart still soften
So turn back
And he said gdbye to me
In my life
I nv been neglected by guys
Ytd somehw i feel neglected
And somehw feel why should i get myself into tis shoes
Offered to be neglected?

I have been having shi mian for quite a long time
And again
Ytd i could not get to slp
Hai
Head is realli pain
Think i goin to break down soon ba

I nv expect it comes so fast
The reason u just told me
Realli happen now
U said u dun wan fall for me
Cos u r afraid tat u need to go back again
And dun wan mak me hurt
Wan me to be happy every single day
And now in just a day
It happened !~
Can u tell me wad should i do?
Even though both of us clearly noe tat we won be 2gether
Cos i dun wanna get into relationship again
But u still left a important place in my heart
U r the one who accompany me through the rainy days
And u said u will be there for me
In 8 months times
We goin for night cyclin
Onli u and me
But now, how?
U run away !~
Dun wanna see u goes back again
REALLI DUN WAN
Can?
I said le
I hate being let go
I dun wan ppl to be passerby of my life
U said u will come back and find me when u r out
No way
I wan yr acc now
Dun wan u to go in
I noe u r stress and sad
It has been two yrs
Nv celebrate chinese new yr wit yr family
Now u need to go back again
I said i can feel my 2008
Is a bad yr for me
And is really true
Jan 6 and 7
I cried
When will i cry again ne?
Jan 7
7 7 7
My favourite day and number
Is a tough day
A beri tough day
I hate to see ppl leavin me one by one
Especially eu
We still hab to compete
Who will fall in love 1st de ba
U said is a promise u mak to yrself
Tat u want to mak me happy everyday
YES
U DID IT
With u around
I no longer think abt the sad things
Tat me and him break off le
And i indeed smile everyday
Especially when u msg me
Concern abt me
Chat wit me on phone even though u r damn tired
BUT NOW
If u r gone
I will just return back to my usual self
Sad everyday
Cos of u and him
Ai hai tao tao
Why i always had tis kind of fate
Important ppl r always taken away from me
I dun wan u to go back again
Realli dun wan
U said u will try not to fight again de
Try not to smoke
But den
B4 u ever try
It happened le
Can't god gif him a chance to try?
He nv even beat ppl
But why so suan need to go in?
Heart is havin conflicts
Realli afraid i recieve a call again
Tat he was caught
Pls dun
I dun wan to listen to tat call
I am so afraid
I noe he will get caught tis few days
Soon and later
How?how?how?
I wan the gd nite msg from euu euu euu
U still hab not finish sendin me
There is at least 26 more to go
Mean at least 26 days to go
U said u wan to mak me happy everyday de
Dun break yr promise,can?
I realli hope u r safe and sound
Again i am truly hurt
I need eu
I realli do ~
Maybe in both our heart
We have already fall in love le
But just controllin
U said b4
U like me a bit le
So now u need to control
So dun wan send me msg concernin me
But now we r past to our usual self
U start to send msg to me
Askin where is gal gal ne?
Boiboi
I realli dun wan to lose u
I remember i send u de song
WHERE R U...
Both our friendster put the same song
Cos is our song,rite?
I still remember the christmas eve and new year eve
U and my love is the 1st person i get to see in my 1st day of 2008
The shyness u show out
Hidin inside the room
Enjoyin air con
Show me and m love the magic show yr friend did
Is so funny
And u disturb me back when i was playin CS
Moreover me and my love is sittin on the lorry
And u r upstairs
Xian hai us to talk
And disturb ppl
And when we meet wit danger
U r there to help us
Tellin me u r realli angry to see me givin de money
And u nearly could not control yrself
Forgt abt the taggin
Wanna to run out of the hse
But why?
U r the one i saw in my 1st day of 2008
Mean u should be the one acc me throughout 2008 de
The start of the yr of me and u
Can i reverse back the time?
U told me u beri sad when u heard galgal cryin
I noe u also dun wan leave us de
But why?
Is not our choice to decide...
Realli miss those days we hab
Typin our msg in the PM
The msg we send 2 each other
AND MORE MORE MORE
Without u, i am just nothin
I hab nv been so happy b4 after leavin my joy of place, my sec sch
U r the one who bring laughter to me
Keep it goin,pls
I am gettin to hate police more and more
Dun tak boiboi away from me
It will hurt everyone
Boiboi galgal must msg each other everyday de
I wanna celebrate yr birthday wit u
U said u nv celebrate b4 de
Why things change so fast de....
Where r u now?
Even ytd i am disappointed and angry
And keep thinkin tat i dun wan care abt u anymore
But i just cannot do it
I seldom msg guy de
U r my seldom
U mak me change to someone i dunno
Nv think i can do so much
Even more den my exs
Even though u does not meet my criteria to be my bf
Yr height yr size and ...
But yr being mak me dun mind all these
Boiboi
U gt to be strong
If u realli go in again
Let get contact wen u r out
Realli hope u can come out fast
Can u manage to celebrate the next christmas and new yr eve wit me?
I somehw miss u now ~

Friday, January 4, 2008
11:06 PM

Today nth realli much happen
Wake up at abt 12 plus
Den find my own things to do
Den go for work le

TodaY workin was damn slack
Nth to do
Gary keep askin me to go and sleep
ROFL
So i went to the sofa there
Haha
A msg come when i almost fall asleep
Hehe
Dun wan say out is who =P

So slack
Till gary let me off at 10pm
But my pay is till 11pm
So gd
Happy
Den boardin 190
I saw my long lost friend
Pei shan
So we chat happily
She said Guess and Mango is habin offers
So i shall go down tml and tak a look
Hope i can find my dream purse
Hehe

Tml might be goin sentosa
Yea yea yea
Is my wish to go sentosa everyday
But everytime when i planned to go sentosa
We ended up nv go

Someone is realli sad today
I realli feel quite guilty abt it
Dunno hw to mak her cheer up
I am so afraid to see her sad
And also heart pain to see tat
Hais..
Hope tml she will be damn happi
I also scared i will see her cry tml
Hais...

Thursday, January 3, 2008
10:48 PM

Woooo....
Today went to sell ice cream
Sales was damn bad
Hai
O
yup
Shall thanks boss fer helpin me buy ^^
He so gd

And on my way home
I met Jurrel
And acc hIm wait fer bus
Haha
so long nv meet hIm le
Wooo
Shall stop here
Hehe

Went to shop ytd wit my love

Wad i bought?

$10 shirt and $5 necklace

Love tis bag a lot, cost me $22, get it now if u like ^^

Giovanna slipper, $19.90

Giovanna again, $23.90

Haha

If anyone interested in the items i bought

U can ask me where izzit ^^

Ytd was so tired

So nv blog

After shoppin

I went to work

Ytd gt to clean off all the white spray

So mA fan

Haha

Got caught !!!

Some1 discovered i nv do housework at home again

Hais...

But i noe hw to sweep the floor lo

Learnt from tech wah de aunties de

Dunno why everywhere i go for work

Which imply housework

Ppl will say i dunno hw to do

I realli act like i noe lo

Not like those da xiao jie

Even dirty cloth also dun dare to take

Hai

Actin failed

But nvm

Practise make prefect

Like now

I can wash the glass faster den last time

Opps

Ytd durin work

I accidently fall asleep at the sofa

So comfortable lo

Till Gary shouted wei

Den i wake up

At first onli say say i wanna slp

But i realli fall asleep

Haha

Too tired le

Plus i am feelin so cold

Maybe due to i fallin sick le

Think i goin to hab fever soon le

Hais ~

Dunno should i go sell ice cream ltr ne?

I dun wan sell on my own lei

Veri borin and sian

C 1st ba

Noe tat xian liang will call me

Surely is he need help le

So i will try my best to go when i am free ba

Money is not a problem

Just wanna help him

He is realli a beri nice boss

And is a promise to myself

Whenever he need help

I will do my best to help de

Though he dunno my promise

And dunno hw important he meant to me

But i realli appreciate him for bein so nice

Kindness shall be repay ^^

Now i get to noe wad goin wrong btw me and him
Misunderstandin is meant to be solved
Hope we will get better
Though i dun wanna get into a relationship
But he is one of the important person in my heart
I noe if i lose him
I will be very sad
Although maybe we are not tat close
But i dunno why
I will tear bcos of u
Cannot get to slp cos of u
Maybe i am used to the days wit him around
I onli noe tat onli wit him
I will be happy
Yr character is realli wad i am lookin for
Hmmm
Thanks for bein there for me
U r my hope of life

As for my love
I think i get her into trouble
Cos i go and talk to chee fu
As i realli feel hurt and sad to see her so tired
I wan her to be happi
Is her 1st relationship
Why can't let her be the most happiest gal in tis world?
I noe her stead love her lots
Care her lots
But love her does not mean to meet her everyday ma
I dun wan to see her breakdown
See her so tired
And lost her radience
Somehw i feel
Even she gt him
She nv get happier
But more troubled
Hope to see the brightness in her again
No matter wad
I will be there for u de
Blood ties is always the closest
We r jus like sisters
And we will nv separate
And i will remember our promise
When we grow up
We must buy flat, car and live 2gether
Laughs

Wednesday, January 2, 2008
12:55 PM

Again
I wan to go joggin...
But it rain again'
I realli wonder y everytime so zun de
Whenever i wanna go joggin
It will rain

But
I won let the rainy day spoil my days
Cos i am a stubborn gal
The more u dun let me hab my joggin
The more i wan to jog
So i continue wit my plan
It was my first joggin under the rain
The park which is always gather wit mani ppl
Is the first time so quiet
And there is onli me walkin and joggin under the rain

In less than 15 min
I am all wet
But somehw i enjoy the moment
The peacefulness, the beauty of the park
While walkin and walkin
My head begin to ache
Till now it still achin
Maybe i am under the rain for too long le

Laughs
I think i gettin sick again le
Sure get scoldin from parents if i fall sick again
But hw could u expect a stubborn gal admit to her fate ne?
Wo cai bu hui xiang ming yun di tou de

Happy tat later i gt to see my love again
And after meetin her
I will go for my work
Hope i won fall sick ba
Laughs
And also hope my head can stop achin now

Without anyone by my side
I realli dunno hw to tak care of myself again
Last time i am always told wad to do and wad not to do
But now ....
Even though last time i seldom listen to yr care and advice
But now somehow i miss the days i am bein care and concern
And ppl toldin me off from tis and tat
Now my life realli changes
Maybe i tak life for granted too much le
When there is ppl there carin for me
I does not care
Always wan to do the way i am
But now i realli misses.....

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
12:10 PM

Zhi Lian Time ^^

LAO PO PO !!!

Hai, my love always dun wanna tak wit me

Hehe, single is still the b3st !!!

Tis photo is taken at J3
When me and my love habin our k lunck
Hehe
Ppl outside is thinkin i crazy ba?
BUT I DUN CARE
Cos i am used to bein said i am CRAZY

Life is for us to enjoy !!!
Indeed after i left u
I am much more happy

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE ~
Happy tat my new year eve is spent wit my cousin
Hehe
Just feel comfortable wit her around
Woooo...........
Actualli goin to meet kor and his grp of 10 friends to city hall
To count down de
And also meet alvin, francis they all at orchard de
But shall miss it to spend the day wit 2 important person
Laughs ~
I spent my new yr eve by playin CS
Which makes me so angry
Cos from a high rank become the last
Hate being the last
Dunno why nowaday
Anything i play also get the last
Hais ~
LADY LUCK PLS COME BACK TO ME
I realli need euuuuu..............

Somehw gt a bad feelin
Tat my yr of 2008
Will hab lot of challenges for me
And is sure hard de
Like for the first day of 2008
After 12am...
Me and my cousin was on our way to my hse
I was wavin to him goodbye
And a wierd guy runnin towards us
Thought he is just passin by
But den he is COMIN after us for money
OH my
Realli scare the freak out of me...
Me and my cousin was so shocked and stunned
Dunno wad to do
Cos heard mama say
When someone ask ya for money
Dun gif it to Him
Cos once u tak money out
He will snatch everything u hab

So to prevent him doin tis
Wit a win win situation
Me and my cousin walk to a more openin area
But still in dilemma and scared
And we thought by walkin away
He will gif up ba
But he run to us again
Is damn scary
So i dig into my cousin's bag to dig out 2 dollars for him
Also meanwhile thinkin should i gif him more?
Cos he is like so ke lian
As he onli wan a 2 dollar
And said if we dun believe him
We can follow him to buy foods
Yes..
2$ may mean a little to us
But is better not to tak risk
As 2$ might be = lose everything

I bless for him
Hopin tat 2$ i gif him can be a gd start for him
Gif him energy for first day of new yr
Hope he can find a job soon...
O
Hw tupi am i...
I should ask him whether he need a job ma
Den intro him
Hai~
Forget...
But realli quite scared at tat moment
Onli hope there is someone there helpin us
Just like fairy books
Habin a prince to rescue the princess
Haha
YEa yea
I am dreamin again

Haha...
Tad remind me of eddy's reminder
He always ask me to be careful at night
Beware of wolves
But everytime i will told him bravely tat
I den dun scare at all
Sure beat them de lor
But when even for a guy comin after for money
I cannot do anythin
Dun even dare to punch him
Hai ~
Must train on my courage le
More practise will be perfect
But no more experience on meetin any pervert or money chaser....

Yawn ~
I am so sleepy now
TIRED
GOOD NITE EVERYONE

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