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~SHIRLEY~
Thursday, January 10, 2008
1:07 AM
Thanks fer someone de advice
Ask me not to think and worry too much
Taught me not to be so silly
Hai
Maybe just like wad others said
I get cheated easily
Cos i tend to believe in ppl
Things i nv think b4
Ppl asked me why should i worry so much for him
When he does not even care?
And i also not important person to him ma
Ya lo
Yes
I am not a important person to him
I am just nothin
If he treat me as someone important
Why don't he heed my advice?
Hai
He is goin to report tml le
Hope for the better ba
Maybe wad someone said is right
I should treat him as a normal friend
Not cos something happen to him
Den show so much concern or wadever
I realli wonderin hw important am i to u
Words shown
But actions not shown
Nth is as powerful as actions,rite?
If u realli care for me
And i realli so important 2 u
Why ya seldom call me ne?
Even ya wanna go in le
Ya nv ask to go out wit me
I think there is no such reason as shy ba
Is just tat i am not important
I hab so much de heart matters to tell euu
Sometimes i realli get pissed off
Hate the way being treated
Like i am nobody
I realli dunno hw to express myself now
I onli left wit disappointment, sadness towards u
Even i am realli disappointed on tat day i went to yr didi's hse
I dun wanna tell euu
And u said u acc me but dunno wad to say
Hai
Not tat i am calculative
I just feel like i am nobody
When i step into tat hse
U walk straight inside de room
And a stranger like me
Where should i go?
I onli can stand there still
Is like so...
Okie
Den next yr friend ask me go find u
Okay
I go
And after tat i was left alone in the kitchen
Nth to do
And a while ltr in the room
While everybody is eatin
U as someone who care the most abt me
Does not even ask whether i wanna eat ma
Even though i won eat
But is jus a normal way of concern
And next ya suddenly need to go out
So i went off too
U think i nv heard u shoutin
Is just tat i am too angry to ans u
My feelin is always being neglected
And okay
Ytd ne?
We was chattin on the phone
But halfway ya suddenly chat wit yr friend
Hey
If i am realli important
Tat is not the way ya should response
Hai
Dunno wanna say le
Shall just be normal
Care so much for wad
I learnt le
I will onli start to care back
If ya show me actions
I noe ya forever won see my blog de
As u dun even hab tis link
And if u r concern abt me
Won't ya feel curious when u noe i hab a blog?
HAI
Realli feel silly when thinkin back
Y should i cry so much?
Care so much?
Worry so much?
For someone i noe for 1 month plus
Plus not tat close
And someone does not tak u importantly
Thanks fer tat somebody to wake me up
Will go back to the actual me soon de
Sadness beyond control
