
~SHIRLEY~

Sunday, February 24, 2008
11:06 PM
Hai
I fallin sick again ~
Now sore throat and fever
Somemore mood has been veri low
Although tis few days i am happi wit ppl acc me at home
But behind dat smile
Her heart is bleedin
And realli beri sad
Even i cried
I dun wan let euu noe
Ytd went to yr hse
So happi cos i gt 2 sales
But euu treat me coldly
Cos euu noe i am goin out wit him today
Euu speak to dat gal even more to ya speak to me
I thought when we r onli two together
Euu will talk to me
But u does not
I realli feel like cryin out le
But to prevent me from cryin in front of ya
I told euu i am goin home
But while i am on my way walkin home
My tears began to drip down
Hai
I realli feel like cryin loud
It realli hurt me when euu treat me so coldly
Hai
So cos of euu
I stayed at home and nv go anywhere
And ya went to yr friend's birthday celebration
Although i am realli bored at home
And ya also gt ask me Go
But i will feel uncomfortable too
Sry to be such a spoiler
Hai
Thought after tis
Our misunderstandin will be cleared
But today i am sad again
I wanted to plan yr birthday wit eu
But u said u might go to work or wad
Realli feel hurt
I noe u dun mean it
COs is ya 1st time
Ya dunno how to react
I realli dunno how
Y our relationship like become worse and worse?
Just cos one more person get into my life?
U wan me not to meet up wit him
And also ask me to say i gt someone in mind le
But he also nv say he like me
I am just a gd friend to him
Hai
I realli dunno hw
Y things will become like dat?
Thought if we r not bf and gf
Tis type of things won happen
But it still happen
PLS
Hold me tight and dun let it get worse
Hai
Sry to someone too
I lie to euu
But i hab no choice