
~SHIRLEY~

Gal wit tears
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
11:51 PM
Again, long time nv blog le
Life without him
Is realli miserable
Living in the days wit tears
Sometimes i feel so lonely
Dunno wad should i do
Listenin the song 一个人
Thinkin abt Him again ~
Life become so bored
Everyday wake up wit no purpose
No where to go
Sometimes i does empathize on myself too
Why my life become lke dat
keep on cryin and there is no him beside me to console me
Cryin loudly inside my own room
Dun wan anyone to noe
I still remember the few days after he is gone
My eyes is swollen every single day
And i could not stop cryin
Even on the bus
I can still cry
At de workplace also cry
Clumsy de me nobody to takcare of for the time being le
I lost my way and get myself drench in the rain
Keep fallin sick
Now is the third times i fallin sick le
Why ne?
Izzit mood does affect health?
Ppl who noe me well, should noe i am a gal wit laughter
But now, i can onli smile
And not like last time
Can laugh till out of breath
Temper also change le
And i totally in the loss
Get myself change for a new haircut and style
Hopin i can get rid of the sadness
But i still could not
Sadness mak me change
Mak me become different
I wan to be the one who u pamper on
I realli miss the days being pampered on
Do u noe i am realli sufferin outside?
I am thinkin whether will there be one day
U leave me cos of other gals?
I hab proven my love to u is true
Without leavin u for all these days
Even go out wit guys also dun hab
Sometimes i realli afraid that wad i did
I will regret
Maybe when u contribute more
U will get afraid more
I am thinkin if one day u ever leave me for a gal
I realli will go mad ba
Or maybe i should just gif up on relationship
U de one who mak me done so much
I realli expect my love for u can be so deep
Till i suffer like tis
Get stronger and stronger
Becos i noe i realli love eu
Even i met wit so mani obstacles
But for u
I will hang on
Cos i dun wan lose someone i realli love
Last time i nv even say i love u to my bf
But now i wanna tell u
U de one i realli love
I wan to be wit u not for months
But is serious lastlongin relationship
I dun wan both of us to hab change in tis relationship
I wan to be yr baby ever ~
Stubborn me shall pay for my stubborness
Lovin euu mak my life worthwhile
All i noe is tat i can't live witout u
Wad abt u?
I will be waitin fer the day u r out
And u will be fetchin me from sch
Let me see a gd boi,okay?
Dun mak me tear anymore,okay?
I dun mind to drop million of tears for u
Onli dat i hope to appreciate it
And cherish our relationship
And be a gd boi and dun break my hope for u again
Pls
Gal wit tears