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~SHIRLEY~
Where is my colour of my life?
Sunday, September 21, 2008
7:58 AM
20 september
I was feelin lousy
Purposely off work early just to gif him a surprise
Though i realli feel veri guilty of leaving 1st
And keep on hesitate should i leave 1st?
But i force myself to go
Cos i wanna gif him a surprise
When i reach his hse
He playing computer
So i wait for him
Den when coming to eaing our dinner
His friend msg him
Ask him to go the another friend hse to celebrate dunno who de birthday
And he was unsure whether he should go
At tat point of time, is 7,45pm
If he goes?
What abt me?
Stay at Yr hse to wait for u again?
If u stand in my shoes
Wad will u feel?
When u come and find me
And when we was about to hab dinner
And my heart feel like goin to find my friends?
Maybe u can bring me go
Though i dun mind acc u Go
But isit whenever there is time wit u
There is a sudden msg from yr friend
Askin u to go out
Then i gt to go wit u?
Then where goes our personal time?
U already hab so mani time wit yr friends le
Almost everyday meet them
And i nv meet u everyday lei
If like dat
Wat is the point of i coming to find u
When i noe if there is a msg from yr friend
U will be tempted to find them
My being is just invisible
And i offer to acc u
Cos i noe even i can keep yr body by my side
But yr heart is still wit yr friends
Yet u dun wan
And nv speak much
Pulling a long face to me
Where am i wrong?
Can u tell me?
I feel hurt
Yet i still try to console u
Offered to acc u go
Yet u also dun wan
Tired le
Also go home alone
Has u stand in my shoes and think for me?
In fact i can dun go yr hse and find u
In fact i has the choices to go out late wit my friends
Has fun 2gether
Why should i go find u and do nth much in the hse 2gether
Watchin tv, talk, see u play com?
And gt to go home alone?
Hai
Sad ~
Y am i stucked here?
Pls help me to move on
And let me be strong
Ps: U still dun understand my feelings
Maybe u r a perfect friend in yr friendship
But ...
My world of black and white
Can i hab my colour of the life back?
