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~SHIRLEY~

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
11:21 AM

Hurts are beyond words
Words can nv describe them
Is by the experience

Promises are meant to be made?
Who will wan to break the promise when they are not unhappy or waD?
Ask yrself y will u break the promises last time ne?
Ya do it on purpose or accidently de?
Is aso cos of sadness,rite?
When u r sad
Maybe is hard to think abt those promises ba
Maybe u can said i changed?
Realistic make me changes
I dun wan to
Cos i am afraid
Afraid of i cannot face the fact of losing u
Few times of experience
I noe the feeling of losing u
And whether i can tak it or not?

I am sad eventually
Sad cos of the date being del
Even those they are just few numbers
But it just meant a lot
But u said i am the one who del 1st
Think is computer error ba
Maybe i used my bro de laptop
So the nick is different ba

Tell u tis ba
I will jealous if any gals wanna snatch u away from me
But i won go and scold them or wad
Cos i dun wan mak things difficult to u
I will scold them behind their back but not in front of them
And moreover i dun wan district ya too much le
Scarly i realise if i go scold her
U will end up siding her
I will be more sad
So rather i keep it inside my heart
And is aso a test for us
Been through for abt 1 yr le
Another gal can catches yr heart
I aso hab nth to say
Maybe i am just not gd as her ba
I will still sad and disappointed
After been through so much
Yet u will choose another gal

But i hab the trust in u
Just like u hab in me
If u wanna noe the ans
Tat if u r close wit other gal
Will i sad or not?
I tell u tis
I will sad
But i aso wan to let u noe
If i eat wit other guy
Is not i realli wan de
Is cos of no other gals there

I admit sometimes i will feel insecure
As there is always gals around u
Gals brought out by yr friends
But wad can i do even i sad?
Can i ask yr friends dun bring those gals out?
Or ask u dun go out wit yr friends whenever there is gals?
Cannot,rite?
If i gonna do tat
We will quarrel again
And making things difficult for u again

I learnt i gonna be mentally prepared for things who might happen
I hab one friend
She recieve a call from her family
Saying her pet dog die
And she burst into tears
She said the dog is still okay tat morning de
See ~
Everything seems okay de can happen too
I understand her feeling for losing her pet dog
If i am her
I will be sad too
Losing a dog which is like a family member to me
And the bonding will be there
And the habit of having it wit me
The memories we gt
Is realli sad for ppl to take it
But tat is life
Life is always tat cruel
It makes me afraid of getting a puppy too
I am afraid of facing the fact tat i lose it
As well as i start to afraid of losing anyone around me
A dog can cause a big impact to ppl
Why not a human?

Ytd celebrating SQ bday o
Hope she enjoy it
Despite the surprises we wanna gif her failed
Cos of each mouth of us
Is kenna funny na
1st is belbel
Told her we goin eat at cck park
Then next is me
Suddenly said eddy gt come when we lie to her he nv come
Den next is clarence
Said alson gt come when we lie to her he nv come
So every plan fails yea
Haas

We aso damn bad na
Put lots of foods on her plate
And put cake onto her face
hees
I am so afraid she will put on my face
Lucky i gt mental prepare
So when i saw her digging the cream
I pull rosebel
And we 2 ran away 1st
Haas
Lucky nv kanna any cake =)
Hees
Somemore when we wanna light the cake
We ask her to go far far
Den pretend she dunno we r giving her the cake
Lol
Den she realli go far far na
Waiting fer us to gif her surprise
Lol
Is so damn funny
Haas
I love my friends yea
Especially Rosebel and SQ

And randomly
I realise more and more ppl calling me sotong le
OMG
I gonna live the name of sotong
Arghhh
Y every class i go or which grp of friends i wit?
I everytime will get a nickname de?
Still remember my sec nick is zhu tou
Den ding ding long long
Den hey you
Den wad xiao meimei
Den dunno wad na
TOo much to remember
Lol
Now sotong

Haiyo ~
Do u ppl noe why i put the msn nick i wanna be like sunflower?
Even though is sound funny
But i realli hope to be like her
A sunshine who ppl see le
Will feel she is happy
Do u even see ppl use sunflower when she sad?
It represent sun, brightness, happiness, cheerful, and sunshine
I wan to let ppl see the happy me
Always be happy yea

Now i realise my life is no life
Keep schoolin and working
I wanna go sentosa when i free yea
Suddenly hab the urge of goin some places tat has sunshine
I wan to be a sunshine gal yea =)



My Memories


July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
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October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009