
~SHIRLEY~

Sunday, November 9, 2008
11:50 AM
I make a wrong move again
I should not call him
Should keep it inside my heart
My heart dropped out when hearing the news
Saying he hug wit other gals
I realli cannot believe it is truth
Keep thinking he is doing that purposely
But the problem is tat me and him already solved le
Y he wanna do it purposely?
And cannot be tat person lying to me ba
Hai
He shown me attitude again
Bring 2 gals wit him too
Hais
Dun wanna mention wad happen ba
I will nv wan to patch wit him in this life again
I dun even hab the thought of wanna patch
But y let me noe tis truth
I dun wan to noe the truth
I wan a peace break
Now i noe
U r lying to me
Saying u dun love her
Hais
Forget it le na
We already break le
Wad for i care so much
Keep crying and wanna vomit again
And when i crying, he shouted at me
Hais
Maybe aso gd ba
He wit tat gal
Den he will change back to the goods
And won't did things to hurt himself ba
After tat
Sticks again
And drench in the rain
All wetted
Is raining cats and dogs
I am thinking i am all wetted
Wad u doin now ne?
Isit hugging the gal to slp?
Telling her dun be scare of the thunder?
Lol
Silly me,rite?
Making myself suffer
Yet maybe he is enjoying
Worth it ma?
Forget it le na
Reach home at 6 tis morning
Haven slp yet
Still haven go to my dumb dumb land
Thought ytd will be a happy day for me
Finally able to go out wit cousin
And i dun always cry le
But again tis incident happen
God
Pls be fair to me
Tell Me
Am i so bad hearted
Or did lots of wrong things in life
Den i deserve tis stage?
Or u just wanna make me strong?
Prepare me for the future?
God
Pls tell me wad should i do?
U r one of them i trust most too
I hate him ~