
~SHIRLEY~

Sunday, December 28, 2008
6:02 PM
Is been long since i last posted
Shall wish everybody a merry christmas 1st yea
Hmmm...
Yea..
After me and him break off
Mani ppl asked me how am i le
Sometimes i realli dunno hw to reply
All i can said is tat i am feelin better le
But still unable to forget him
The raining days still there
And beneath my heart
I noe it is hard
It is hard to find someone to replace him
To replace all the sweet memories
My heart told me too
It dun wan anyone to replace it
Even i am reluctant
Life still move on
I cannot ensure he will be the one i love forever
But one thing i can confirm is that
I will nv forget abt him
I really hope there is a day
When i tell ppl abt my past r.s
I can smile and share wit them
Witout having any pain in my heart
I dunno wad am i to him now
All i wish now
Is he being happy and safe
I dun care hw much he hurt me
Though i realli hate wad he did
And the hurt he bring
But is all the past
Just hope he can get a gd gf
And takcare of him
And stop doing things tat will hurt himself and his family
Maybe he will think those things he did now
Is meaningful and so on
Den i will respect and support him
Is his decision
I won care wad he wan to do now
As long as he feel it is worth it
And he is happy
Tat will do
Cos i noe no matter hw ppl asked him not to do wad he wan
He won listen one
Cos i am tis kind of person too
One day he den will realise wad he did is worth it or not
Anyway he is a grown up le
He will noe wad is right for him
May god bless u yea =D
Life to me now is more freedom
Less stressful
Though sometimes i does hope there is onli one guy in my life
And not a complicated lifestyle
But rite now
I noe the importance of friendship
And also realise who are the true friends i hab
=D
Thanks everyone for showin me care and concern
I can tell u all
I am alright now
And i am back to tat shirley
No more weeping de shirley
I will be strong
And gaining back my confidence
And not being the weakling
Crying for a guy
And i will be happier
Moving on wit my life
Continuing wit my story
I won regret being wit him
But appreciate more
Cos i realli experience more
=D