
~SHIRLEY~

Friday, January 9, 2009
12:53 PM
New things learned ~
Was having stomach ache from ytd midnight till now
Is so pain
I nv been so pain b4
Pain till i feel so hopeless
And wanna to cry
Realli hope there is someone by my side
Now i realise
Everything onli can depends on yrself
When u r veri ill
Even yr friends are there
They might not care abt u
Ppl care abt themselves more den ppl
Is realli hard to find a true friend who will sacrife for u
Cos in their mind
They feel they are more important den u
Those who are truely care
Are parents and relatives
Tis is the thing i realise
True friend tat realli care is hard to find
Everything depends on yrself
No one can help u
Onli u yrself
Hais
I realli hope the suffer will end soon
When i am in pain
The person i think of
Is the one who are important to me
And they are my mother, cousin and him
I cannot contact him anymore
Cos now i am nobody to him
So contact him will aso make him think i am crazy ba
Maybe he will think tat
I am aso not doctor
Tell me for wad ne
I truely pray tat i will be alright for UT later on
And i realise who are true to me